Darling darling.
My Post strawberry is finishing! :( need to get them soon. its really really nice.
Big Sister bought Harry Potter & TDH already at San Fransisco (: & the good thing is it only cost SGD26+ talking about foreign exchange & appreciation of currency. i think i like that topic.

I told her to get something for me from JohnnyCupcakes (: & i told her all the cupcake boutique in SF. but she's not a cupcake fan like me so i bet she'll only go to one. But i really want something from the famous Walmart. haha!

okay random.
i want a pet for a cupcake.
Baking Didi his favourite cupcake this Saturday!!
still thinking of the theme for his bday.
He is gna be 8!

{edit}
i got thrown into Bowling for PE enrichment. i thought i was gna be bored to death. My dad's like head over heels about bowling & ive been avoiding this sport because its almost impossible for me to do so during outings with dad. GAH. spell horror. but its actually not-so-bad. by that, i mean, TERRIFIC. considering its held in one of the top clubs (THE CHEVRON) with ample angmohs (: haha, so we paired up. the couples. haha. me & isk, rachel mo & rajeev & yeap. assuming hidayah & sufian is a matter. so yeah that makes it 3 pairs!
The instructor is like a big cuddly teddy with blonde highlights (the other one's as botak as a bowling ball with thin crisp of greying hair fringing his sides). We did not even listen to him.
the proof?
Sufian & his drunken style, Rachel & her "rajeev is my jinx tts why the ball didnt hit the pins so i play sembarang okay?" style, rajeev & his lazy to bend & swing style, hidayah & her walk-swing-stop-swing-walk again-let go style. & me, the pro longkang bowler. HAHA.
most of the time were spent doubling in laughter lah. haha great abs workout
after that me hid & suf went to IMM to run some simple errands.
deposit money, pay bills, buy concession.
cashflow thinning.

SSSSIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH

on a lighter note, i think ive got my sporty genes from dad.
i "encouraged" him to take part in this year's Standard Chartered Marathon for me since ive barely the time to train. So he & moma signed up for 10km run. Not too bad. i'll be their personal trainer (:
He wanted me to run full marathon with him but AHHH i wanted to run half marathon again with a better timing. & on top of my heavy schedule, i decided to pass :( if not, he'll pay for me! ahh wasted. next year then. it's really addictive, this marathon thing. i took part in a cyclathon (its a marathon for cyclists) in 1999. Experience was one of a kind! i was the only little girl with pink bicycle with a helmet & knee pads cycling amongst hundreds of cyclists with those thin tyres! haha, i completed 15k worth of cylcing okay! i took half a day to complete with many bruises. i didnt touch my bike since then.

alright, my body clock's askew.
screw me.
i only had 3 hrs of slp ytd bt im full of energy today. im not even tired now!

but its okay,
i couldnt stand all the pressure build up in me that yesterday i dropped by Kinokuniya & took a copy of the book, flipped to the last page & read the whole last page.
& ive got a revelation of how the story will be.
i left the store giggling like a little girl who managed to kiss the cutest boy in kindergarten.

NOW ITS MY TURN TO SPOIL! MUAHAHA!

please exit my blog if you're a die hard fan of harry potter.
mild spoilers ahead.














HARRY MARRIED GINNY & HAD THREE CHILDREN (JAMES, ALBUS, LILY)
VOLDERMORT DIED.
SERIUS BLACK ISNT HARRY'S REAL GODFATHER. SEVERUS SNAPE IS.
&&&&&&&&&.....................
ALBUS DUMBLEDORE IS HARRY'S GRANDFATHER!!!


ARRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHH!
now you know why i feel like killing these people?
its the same feeling like how ure feeling right now towards me.

On a much lighter note, my darling cat is getting very smelly but i love smelling her.
She;s so adorable!
& yeah, she found a new "lepak" place: a small basket for an oversized cat!
she fit snuggly into it that she didnt budge if we swing the basket around.

i knw it sounds cliche but ............TGIF!


its been a dreadful week. i totally couldnt grab hold of my emotions & i kinda broke down once or twice this week alone :( my results suck like hell, a total flip off from my CT & my performance academically & physically havent been up to my utmost expectations.

anyways,

HOORAY TO US. eventho im like in the Special Squad (which demoralizes me ALOT) & i played only 2 out of the 6 games. i was very disappointed & yeah, i felt that the team won without me. like, i didnt contribute to the winnings :(

i just feel so bad.

2 large Rite Pizzas & 2 cans of Anything (ive got Sprite & Coke) on saturday after our last fb trg.
Movie marathon at Haz's place.
The cookie i bought for boyfriend for being so supportive of me all these while (: The fb girls have been going to subway alot btw. instant sugar rush! but my cookies are better, kan agnes?

when primary school buddies meet secondary school buddies then meet up during tertiary days. haha, confused?

MEANWHILE, i'll let you ogle at some stuffs im gna buy at Johnny Cupcakes when i get my first credit card at 21.

there are other more adorable designs at their shops, so if im lucky enough to travel all the way there, i'll buy the whole shop (: its really cute cos its in a form of a cupcake bakery & the packaging are in cupcake boxes & all. only that they're selling clothes (: talking about cupcakes, im very disappointed with my latest output of cupcakes. It was very limited cos Grace didnt want the frosting cos its too creamy for her so she opted for other stuffs. & i didnt get to decorate it properly cos i cldnt pipe out chocolate ganache you see. so im kinda restricted. & the Cheesecup (the one with the line) nearly brought me to tears because it rose further thn the rest & the tip got scorched by the heat :( the surrounding is Polar Bear (vanilla yellowcake with vanilla swirl) only that its substituted with white choc ganache. im not gna deal with ganache anymore. i got scalded not once, not twice but THREE times! all thanks to hot chocolate.

mom wants me to make breakfast for the family tomorrow.

okay, im pretty stressed now.

im suffering from withdrawal effects.
im a loser.
ONE MORE TO GO.
go MI go MI go!

training today was still nagging at the back of my head. its the curve in, glide, screen, pop out, curve out, pass, tap & shoot.
omg.
2 more matches & we're done.
T W O M O R E.
congrats to the boys for miraculously scoring 5 goals in the last period. i cannot imagine it.

suddenly i feel like eating Subway's cookies. but i think my cookies are nicer. LOL.
anws, movie marathon today at Hazril's place was fun.
He couldnt get Harry Potter for me cos the director actually paid those pirates not to sell the movie. EVER! DAMN YOU DAVID YATES!!!
so we watched Transformers & The Lake House.
both awesome movies.
with complimentary pizza and anything/whatever.
me & isk did our work while watching the lake house. but its so touching, i cldnt keep my eyes off the screen! & THEN, THERE WAS THE PSP.
thanks to that, i forgot what's vectors.
lol.
i totally love the Tim Burton's game. forgot what was the title. i think i should get PSP for my boyfriend. its good you know, at least his eyes will be glued to the PSP & not to girls' butts (: & for me too. BUT, after A'levels.

big sister is going to California in 6 days time :( i'll be lonely. noone to eat supper with :( nobody to watch late night shows with. but its okay, only for 12 days. but at least the girls will be here to accompany me (: yey.

im having withdrawal symptoms from not going to blogger.com to blog. blogging via email seems alil bit weird. i couldnt check who tagged me & i cannot blog hop :( & ive been having weird sleeping patterns with absolutely no self-discipline to wake up to mug. i seriously need to do something. like what sonia said, knowing is not enough. doing is.

sigh. buck up julie.
if you wanna get CAB. this is the time to shine.

p/s mom banned me from the kitchen yet she wants me to bake for Didi's birthday. sheesh. unfair.

i dont know if i can post up photos or not, but we'll see.

well, today's a pretty fine day with me. i booted up for school alone (cos the boy woke up late) & did a whole MCQ on the way to school (: it rained like monkeys, Thank God for the cool weather.
Its pretty heartening to hear alot of "Hi Julie, how're you feeling now?"s. i feel loved (: i felt much better from the heartburn & gastric but i had menses cramps. okay, one after another, near the same region. i popped like a gazillion pain killers. i even took a dosage of the ones i got from NUH for my knee. haha. the cramps loosen up abit so i could at least laugh to Siraj's "cum" jokes. sheesh.
& i think i had ABIT too much of those painkillers that i couldnt concentrate during Econs & management! i was feeling woozy & sleepy. maybe it was the weather.. hmm.

OH YES!
i wanna congratulate the MI FLOORBALL GIRLS TEAM for beating them ARJAY asses!
way to go girls! (somehow, typing ARJAY reminds me or ARDEEP. sniggers.) 6-3 is definitely a lead. We'll bring home the cup!
& im very very touched when rury went "Daddy, i hope you're feeling better now. We cheered for you yesterday"
you know, i didnt wanna cry but its really touching la. i felt so guilty for not being able to even come to watch their our game. & yet, instead of shouting "MI" & thrusting their fists into the air before getting into court during the 2nd half, they shouted "JULIE" instead.
i love you girls. alot.

next 2 matches, back to back, VJ & NJ.
all the best to us.

& yes, today's our 29th month. We didnt do anything special for each other cos of the amount of stress mounting sky high. We had a very interesting video call yesterday night (: you're so precious. i made cupcakes for him the other day, on top of the orders he took from me for Mel. He took 3 days to finish them all (: I know, its all i can present you right now. Your birthday is coming soon so i cannot spoil you too much. He gave me an earpiece for my handphone! i was really astonished cos it was exactly what i needed. i love you.

& yesterday was another happy day for me. i received a parcel from my aunt from Australia. recently ive been updating her about my life & she surprised me with........



.............YES! A CUPCAKE RECIPE BOOK, EXCLUSIVELY FROM WOMEN'S WEEKLY!!! its a reprint due to popular demand. its really pretty, i love it! HAHA, but unfortunately my mom permanently banned me from the kitchen (due to my atrocious results) all the way til A levels. So i may not take any more orders from now til then. sorry :( Grace's will be the last, for now.

IM NOT CHEATING!! HAHAHA IM BLOGGING VIA EMAIL!
lol.
i just made a pack with boyfriend to be away from blogging & friendster (for me) & gaming (for him) for 2 weeks. & i couldnt resist using big sister's ultra hip new lappie. i was just clearing my junk & readin/replying mails when i remembered i could blog via email (:
somehow that feeling away from the computer made me more close to my bed, not my notes.
oh wells, its a start anyways.
the girls are gonna sleep over at my place next week. mommy said okay (:

im still feeling very horrible.
gonna visit Dr Low tmr. its either gastric or heartburn. i suspected the latter cos gastric is not anywhere near the amount of pain & uncomfort. im very very sad because i wont be playin for tmr's match against RJ. but i really really hope the girls will do their best. kick them nerdy asses girls!

Dad bought a converse shoe for me without asking me for my size. & it turned out REALLY HUGE. so i gave it back to him. but its really nice of him. he asked me to bake for weddings next year & im not sure if i really should pick up the challenge. if i do, it'd be 3 weddings in 2mths. oh dear. but its really surprising that he's showing support only now. but its better than nothing. thanks pop. love you. (i just found out he reads my blog!)

momma wrote me a letter after seeing my maths paper. i keep all her love letters in my diary. i dont know. i love letters. all the OBS letters boyfriend wrote for me. its all in there.

IJ's match was a disappointment. although we won. but its not really our best. coach was "disgusted" & angry. & all of us looked dead. so she asked what have we been doing the day/night before. when its my turn i said, i had tuition & tutored after that. i skipped the baking part. OOOPS.
i really have no appetitte to eat la. i had tahuey junw & that's all. i wanted to eat a piece of melon but i was not induced to even open the fridge. haiyaaaaaa..

doctor come, tell me what's wrong.
big sister just ajak-ed me to watch harry potter this sat aft my trg.
BUT her bf is going JB to get pirateds & then have a movie marathon & pizza over at his place.
if not, we're still have movie marathon on sat then watching hp on sun.
do i want free movies or watch with my friends?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
ok. nap time.

so many things happen this week. its officially our FIRST week of lesson. with the condensed timetable, i expected things to fall back into place like NOW. but i really cannot expect so much things (very subjective).
condensed timetable equates my life to double the amount of stress simply cos i cldnt make use of the self-study periods to sit down to revise! im simply either too tired from the previous day's match or too preoccupied with gossips & what not.
seriously there's only 4mths left.
i feel like crying. i failed my MYE. totally flunked.
AO passes is simply not good enough.
i want solid A lvl passes.
If tessa can do it, so can i.
if sufian can do it, so can i.
i dont care about others already.
its time to be selfish but at the same time, teaching & learning from each other.

i wasted 7mths
7mths flew by so fast.
yesterday's match against MJ was close. we lost to 4-3.
but im really proud of everyone (: we did great. we lost with integrity.

on a much lighter note, my darling gf is in her school's drama production, Army Daze. Its in Singapore Poly, from 18-20th July. Tickets are going at $10 only! its a really good comedy (: so come watch & destress!

to purchase the tickets/inquiries, please contact Siti Aidah at witchy_kreation@hotmail.com

anyways, we watched MJ VS YJ girl's match today. its a good one (:
watched the boy's match too. im losing my voice due to excessive high pitched screamings. i scared MJ team away (:
oh wells, friendly with Merahans tomorrow!

alot of negativities in the previous entry, so i deleted.
rough recap for today:
girls MI VS YJ 4-3
boys MI VS RJ 1-3

• baby gave me a hug before we took off.
• i poured everything out to agnes (she's the closest to rose i can ever get)
• finally met "Rosman"
• showered & ironed at Princess Dee's castle which i talked nonsensically to her parrot.
• nearly lost my blue jersey :(
• i passed GP but im not satisfied. (1AO, 0A so far)

next match, MI VS MJ
Henna misses my dad so much that she went into the big box full of keropok to sleep.

i love my boyfriend. Do you?

today was fruitful i guess.

i went out with Nyai to my favourite place & brought her shopping. we ate lunch at Newton & then to my new found haven. i sent her off to the mosque after that & i went NTUC to do some grocery shopping. & i was at the counter, items scanned & i realised i lost my money :( omg. i was so sad, there wasnt enough money in my nets to pay. so i just told the cashier its ok :((

i had a quick sad nap before heading out to Sallim Rd for a private wedding. LOL. i made it sound like the couple eloped. well, its 070707. so according to them, its a nice date to get married. i mean, there's no reason for your husband to forget your wedding anniversary lah. HAHAHA. It was a cosy reception at the Groom's pte estate. its nice. But i was awed. besides the fact that he married a Chinese (multi-racial marriages should be encouraged; his wife's name is Siti Nursarah Toh). so the wedding invited both the bride & the groom's relatives right? well, for us Malays, weddings will stay lavish & we'll don our traditional baju kurung & kebaya or at least some formal clothes. Nobody comes dressed in sloppy jones or slippers or whatever. BUT! i was surprised when i saw most of the bride's relatives were dressed in teeshirt & SHORTS!! ok, some are well dressed (dresses & smart casuals) but tee & shorts, alamak. this is a wedding, at most you can do is dress appropriately.

Besides that, it's JunLong's birthday too (: Happy Birthday Long-er. Buy me more bubble tea for trg next time (:

i need to really check on my attitude. but how to? anyone?
ive been late most of the time for almost everything. i was even late for my first day of school for the term. hmmmm.

as for today, i was more than half an hour late to meet isk. we went to MW's ljs to do a lil catching up with our work. i wanted to make it up to him for yesterday by making clam chowder but i ran out of milk :( the cardigan looks a lil weird on me cos of my broad shoulders. mom said i should NOT go swimming often or else my boobs will shrink, my lips will turn fishy & my shoulders will be broad like guys'. ooooooooooookay. a little too exaggerated for the lips part. but im aware of that. its just that the last time i visit the pool was when? quite some time ago.. say 3-4mths? & i was planning to go for a quick dip tmr but baby's out with his SC & i just got to know that there's trg tmr. maybe i'll go in the morning. grrrrrr. time is running out!

my days can never be as carefree as this week. oh wells, yesterday was the "pay-the-debts" day. we went to school cos i hadta pay for my jersey & isk owe Mdm M some money for the Adamku thing. Met Rury N. the tailong & yeah, she accidentally spent my money the previous time i paid her :( sokay. i paid already. drop by the staffroom to see Mdm M & she was asking me what am i doing during the hols & i simply smiled & shrugged. Then to my surprise she said, "Go lah, go bake (insert her giggles here)". okaaaaaaay. to think of it, that had been number one in my to-do list but i never got around to bake since my mom banned me from the kitchen. like, i just wanna relax. so we hopped to the gym. i needed to run badly. i need to get rid of the eyesore. so i ran on the threadmill covering 3km+ & burnt 197 calories! isk said that its an underestimate of the distance covered. so roughly i covered more than 2.4km la. that's enough for now. still need to train for road run. Saddad & Siraj were there too. ok, i dont wanna elaborate on this part.

so isk & me did abit of abs & arm strengthening. i was pretty upset with myself for not having sufficient discipline. after that i was feeeling very weird. so we cut short out trip. oh, i went to phoon huat. i love that place, thanks to amirul for the mis-directions.. most of the wilton's decorating pipes & tiers are there. its definitely better than the other squeezy phoon huats la.. yey. another place to go to scavage for lil lovely decadence (: i also found gum paste roses! so efficient la. i can use it for the wedding so i dont hafta make myself. HOORAY TO RESEARCH CAPABILITIES! but i still wanna get cupcake tiers. they dont have it there. only cake tiers. need to order from wilton. hmmmmmmmm money, money, where art thou.

ooooooooh, ive got an order from Gracie for her bf's 21st (: im pretty excited about it! yey! ive got a reason to bake now (:

oh one more thing. if you guys have been glued to the tv & caught Kit Chan's "music vid" for the national day song, look carefully k? cos my girlfriend's in there (: for a one second of fame & paid $50, it worth it. & she get to touch the most handsomest MP of all. im jealous. hmmmmmmmmmf

this boy was lost! he's frm MI (one of the IT nerds) i think he didnt know that it's YOUTH DAY today & he turned up for school! lol. we saw him at NLB.

i had a lovely lunch: blueberry delight from CB&TL
& i came home smiling cos i finally got my mail (:

i just said 4 words to hidayah on MSN & she replied curtly saying she gotta teach tuition.
haha, nah, im not sore but it reminded me to lament about my tutee yesterday.

i was too tired to blog about it yesterday & hence, the late post.
oh wells, my tutee (who's also my cousin, 3 years OLDER than me) was 4 hours late for his tution. haha, i did a good deed by giving him a not-so-effective wake up call at 12noon cos we're suppose to meet at Rivevale Mall. Usually i'd ask him to come to ptp mcds, which is nearer to my house & since its a saturday yesterday, i didnt mind travelling. (SEEE, IM A GOOD TUTOR). & besides, i KNEW that he couldnt wake up by 12. i wanted to leave house at 12.50 & decided to fix my flog (food-blog) while im at it. & finally he called me at 2.50 saying that he just woke up. hmm not surprising. the surprising part was, 30mins later, HE SIGNED IN ONLINE!!!!
i was like, wth are you doing here?
& he went offline. lol. prolly he blocked me or sth.
so yeah, i was about to have my afternoon nap when he came. so yeah, started tutoring & then have dinner with him & henna played catching with him. Henna never played catching wimme :( She's a gatal (flirty) cat. yeah so continued yada yada... His test is this coming thursday. i hope i taught him well. judging from the no-pay teaching i provided him with. haha, yes, im not complaining that im not being paid. besides, he's my relative. i do it from the heart.

i tutored my little brother too. which was a bad move. i mean, since im on a week-long "holiday" i checked on Didi's homework every night. & making sure he sits down to do his work properly is really a pain in MY ass. i didnt wanna scold him or pinch him or saying negative words to him anymore. (i know isk wont believe if he reads this; i scold Didi EVERYTIME i see him, eventho he didnt do anything to me) i was light reading, the many many magazines in the shelves & i came across a "learn when you teach" book.

Didi's very naughty. If i be nice to him, he'll take advantage. But last night, he was sulking after my mom screamed her lungs out when he wrote 14 + 62 = 30. He wasnt allowed to play his computer cames or his combat things until he get it correct. & for once, (READ: ONCE ONLY) i felt that deep-rooted feeling for my brother. Like kesian la, as much as i love to make him suffer. so i called him & asked him to sit beside me & i taught him. & i used ALL the positive words i can find. i felt rigid la..like when he finally got it right, i said EXCELLENT! YOU DID A GREAT JOB! & sing praises & all that. erm. funny kan? ok nvm.

& he was allowed to play his games again & he start to disturb me & annoy me.
hmmmff.. i shouldnt be nice to him. i should just let him suffer & not be allowed to play his games anymore. MUAHAHAAA!

& its been a long time since ive done something to my blog. im still abit lazy to do a major template revamp tho, considering i spent an entire night dealing with the shit-ass CSS from lj. compared to html, css is a whore. so right now, just a dull change in the background & an updated list of things i need/want/must to get things done.
yes, im a big girl now (:

& i miss radintibp.
he ran away to malaysia & can only see the Senoko power plant from his hotel. lol. its okay. actually i was kept busy until just now i realised my handphone didnt play "hey there delillah" since the whole day yesterday plus today :(