ah! finally i have the time to sit down & blog.
i havent have the time these few weeks to even have time for myself or family. im either preoccupied with schoolwork, floorball, or other miscellaneous stuff. its downright discouraging if i have to rush everything in one night. i rarely pack my bag during the night, nor iron my clothes. i have to RUSH everything in the morning. no time for sit in hot homemade pancakes & milk anymore. But mom's been caring. She's been packing me food everyday, at least for my walking distance to the bustop. Haha. & She's really supportive about my diet plans. i gave her one copy & she followed it. As in she adopted the idea of healthy diets & even cook healthily for the family. More steamed food & veggies. yum! I can see myself losing flabs already & toning up nightly is pure torture. in the midst of doing my revision & homework, i had to do skips, tuck jumps, jumping jacks & million & one sit ups & cross crunches. & everytime i visit the library to study, i'll find myself dwelling in stacks of health magazines. i dont know what's got into me. i didnt realise since when ive become sucha health freak. its scary but abit soothing to my mind cos at least im working doubly hard to reverse the effect of taking the pills.
i have a thousand & one things to update but im beggining to lose much of my memory span thus the endless rambling. hahaa, there's alot of things going on in school. with work pile escalating endlessly. the PW results will be out next week :( i was so anxious already. its killing me.
on a lighter note, my mom decided she'll help me set up my cupcake business (: she already got me a job! she called a bridal agency & asked if they need help in their cakes & such & they said they'll call if there's "tempahan"s (reservations, i think). well, i cant wait for my part. we're down to business already. she's already promoting to her friends tho (: hmm eager woman. im eager too, i wont deny that. i finally found heaven (: okay, thinking about these long weekend baking cupcakes & frosting & decorating it sent shivers down my spine! i cant wait.
but first, i have to run errands.
damn kids dont need pencils. (i wonder if they used it to shove their friend's nose)
so aunt su told me to get tidbits instead.
mameeeeeeee
lah.
{edit}mmmmh. im with a bowl of chopped BANANAS & CHOCOLATE MALT. yummy. sometimes i feel that going out alone is not actually a bad idea. i have always had the fear of going town alone. i dont know it felt weird. but after me & jack broke off, i frequent town alone & it felt better than having him around actually. now, its like, having a breather to myself is just what i need especially when committing to both school & boyfriend. i left for home early junw & had a talk with mom about our mini business (yes, im still excited! esp the KACHINGS). i had time to talk to Henna too. She interacted pretty well. such a furball (:
Went out alone to run some errands & get the kids' things. i was pretty spoilt for choice. i stayed in the shop for so long, trying to imagine me being an autistic kid, would i like this as a token? so i told myself, heck with it. kids will be kids. they love junk food.
so i bought mamee, some tim tam thing, & gummy worms. bought paper plates & fork for tmr's food too. then i went about shopping on my own. i found this shop, its an old shoe shop. selling like all sorts of shoes lah. & i saw this pair of jellos which is selling so cheap. the one i NEARLY bought online was $36 imported from US. but this one was selling at $7.90. of course the design is different. but hey, jellos will be jellos. haha. im gna be a cheapskate & buy that!
talking about shopping, i dont know who passed it to me, but ive been addicted to e-shopping. e-shopping is like the sex now, omgosh. i kept on asking my dad for his credit card! & i felt so guilty (but i still ask for it the next time, eeeeeps). anws, i sorta BANNED myself from going online on MSN cos i tend to multitask & chat with like a dozen ppl & my work will never be complete. so yeah, studies first. but e-shopping is addictive. heee. & recently i just bought an Adidas watch on impulse cos it was on sale! haha, i nearly bought a Topshop basic but lucky i didnt bring my ATM card on that day. if not.... sigh.
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SAVE UP!
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im feeling so much better today after that aweful night :( but nonetheless, today's sucha nice day & im definitely looking forward to it. i love running errands. haha, random but the list that i do everyday makes me have a sense of direction & purpose.
