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 -JULIE
def, noun
1. unfortunate & vicious
2. a need to be nurtured deep within
3. an undeniable fetish for felines

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  SAVE UP!
  tone up
  snorkeling at P.Redang
  wardrobe revamp
 
CK undies/boyshorts
  butterfly cookie cutter
  make my own cupcake tier
  more pipe nozzles
  new skinnies
  that grey cardi
  highlight hair when long!
  pamper nails
  more from Donut Factory
  Fried Mars Bars diy
  new pretty purse
  Spongebob Monopoly
  Wilton's cupcake carrier
  get new piercings
  trim my mane again
 
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  a pair of mary janes
  new pumps/flops
 

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31 December 2006

+CAUTION: WORDY POST.
WHAT ARE YOUR OBJECTIVES IN 2007?

[ze most impt objectives] insya'allah to live healthily thruout the year & more years to come, continue being a filial daughter, sister, girlfriend, pet owner & friend to all.
[1] ace the big A.
[2] make new friends in the new campus
[3] learn not to judge people
[4] save up & get a new phone
[5] save up & shop more

WHAT HAVE YOU ACHIEVED IN 2006?

[1] being a filial daughter (i hope!)
[2] priceless lessons
[3] i got top 5 in Sunday School
[4] i completed my first ever half-marathon with a big heart & a shiny medal to boot!
[5] visited the newly launched shopping paradise VivoCity for 16 times since the launch
[6] made new friends that i'll continue to cherish
[7] i completed my 2.4k without cheating
[8] i managed to stick onto the 5 small meals per day diet since july
[9] i kept my promise to be a budding housewife (grins)
[10] i got hospitalized for 5 days! (an undoubtful achievement for me, nonetheless)
[11] i sticked to my vow not to club & drink anymore(altho sudden urges do appear once in a while, but they go off)
[12] to fall again & again & again into love with the same boy
[13] i steered the tandem bike with only inches of going into the sea
[14] i picked up the love of baking & cooking
[15] i manage to end the 1month cold war with dad & im daddy's girl again (move away, didi!)

WHAT YOU DID NOT ACHIEVE IN 2006?

[1] i failed to meet the requirements for promos
[2] i did not get into the A divs for floorball :(
[3] i failed to be an enthusiast for the first sport ever out of so many sports i play(floorball)
[4] i did not get fairer
[5] i failed to stop procrastinating
[6] i failed not to sleep so much
[7] i failed to be a good girlfriend & a sister to Aidah
[8] i failed to "appear" at secondary school class gatherings
[9] i failed to qatam the Quran by this year
[10] to get a part-time job to sustain my thinning cash flow






+ on a more personal note;
i really enjoyed this year. yes, it gets mundane after awhile but life is that way - never perfect. i treasured friendship greater than anything & my relationship turned for the better for which i hope it lasts. insya'allah. 2006 is leaving me with fond memories, of the very first time i got admitted to the hospital since birth. & hearing bad news everyday from the doctor & gynae is so not fun. & finally being poked by yakult-sized needles 13 times before they finally found my vein so that i can go thru a blood transfusion. 2 whole packets of God-knows-who's blood. i cried because i pity myself for landing in the hospital & getting an Indian doctor who dont know how to use the yakult-sized needle (p/s im not saying all Indian doctors are like that but well... he's exceptional). cos he found my vein, inserted the supersized needle & then not knowing what to do next & left to call the nurse while my blood spilled out onto my dress & bedsheet. i cldnt do anything but cry. i was down for the next few days until my wonderful friends came to visit (SITONG! JIEMIN! FAD! ROSE! BUNTONO! & MY BABY BOY). the poor boy rushed after school to visit me with a flower. & my baby girlfriend came shortly afterwards with a card & a pink bear for me (: thanks. & me getting scolded by nurses for sleeping late because lights out at 9pm & im still outside at the lounge watching America's Next Top Models. & suffering to wake up at six because the mean evil nurses always open up the curtains & switch on the lights. damn it. im always the last one to wake up (at 10am) & the breakfast lady would wake me up cos my food's getting cold. cant blame me im the youngest there (considering the women there mostly just came out of surgery for cervical cancer & those vaginal problems YUCKS). baby even thought i was in the children's ward! haha. okay.

well, gruesome experiences aside, im taking a break from sprinting. i think im too old already. my knees ache everytime i do distance (blame it on the marathon) & i admit, i did not train for stamina even before the sports meet. but im slowly picking up now, with the toning & the muscle building & the interval trainings & diets, i think im catching up like my primary 5 years (:
i do miss being involved in sports. especially netball. but sigh, the passion's fading. & i said floorball was the only sports i wasnt keen on due to the most wierdest reasons. i dont know. & baby got me hooked on swimming & SIMS2. & i got him hooked onto fashion & being so materialistic & being the simply best boyfriend ever! heehee.

as for my family, when the first time i got to know that Kak yuni has a boyfriend, i was elated (i was reading her msgs! HAHA). i mean, that means she's going to get married! she's already 21, oh come on. & my mom's excited about it too. haha, my dad's neutral about it. didi doesnt like him cos he's too BIG. lol. & Haz doesnt like didi too cos didi talks too much. & yeah, im pretty fine with Haz cos everytime i go out with kak yuni & haz, my day will be cash-free (: everything will be paid for. hehehh.. & of course the boy have a share of it too. as for my mom, she's still the same. still probing on my personal stuffs. & yeah, scolded me alot of times about the boy. & this is the first time i asked the boy to come over for various reasons like sending my hw, or picking sth up from my place. my dad saw a couple of times him sending me home but dad din really approach me about it. but he knows who im chatting with on the phone & on-line. so yeah. the 1month cold war with dad ended with me seeking for forgiveness & him accepting it & giving me another chance to repent. he gave me alot of lee-way after that because im daddy's girl again (:
for didi, he's still the devil. for syasya, she's still the giggly lil sis i have.

& as for the boy, who never failed to make me cry & laugh & do all sorts of silly stuffs like dancing on the beach. i said too much about you in every one of my posts, on how you affect my life. so i wont say it anymore okay. you're the man.
forget about jack.
okay? he's noone to us now. its just you & i on a sunny tropical island. think me, think the beach, think the pool & all the fun things we do together this year. we'll definitely continue doing it but on a minute scale. cos remember the BIG A is just around the corner. you're a smart boy, you can ace it, go NS, & get to a good uni. i'll see you there.
for now, be a good son, brother, uncle, boyfriend, friend & president.
you've got alot to live for.
i love you (:

for my girlfriend & also my sister, aidah. i havent had enough of you this year! i want more! but thanks for being there for me, making plans to meet me & sending me to school & also all the little things you did for me, it makes me smile. but ive never done any of that to make a difference in your life. i failed to make you happy when haq wasnt there for you. im sorry if im a failure, i promise next year will turn for the better. i love you sis (: hugs tight.






woah, that was LONG.




18:19








dad: do you wanna go to the countdown this year?
me: -beams- OF COURSE!
dad: grunts
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i later found out that he was joking about the offer.
grunts
he's sucha bummer (blows fringe away)
i really hope he's eating his words now. hhmmff.
okay, i wanna eat sushi.
hahaha random!
oh anws,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA to all my muslim friends.
mmmmmmbekkkk..
i hope i dont hafta follow the folks down to the mosque to qurban later.
its sucha hassle.
but i wanna qurban TURKEY~
cos kambeng is so passe.
lalalalaaa..




02:39






30 December 2006

i'm sorry.
alot of things been going thru my head. i have never been so aloof in my entire life. despite the super friends (thanks fatah), girlfriends (you girls RHF), and a great boyfriend (Mr Radin Tri Iskandar)... i still feel.... detached.

even my blog song seem so melancholic (it has nothing to do with what im going thru/feeling right now btw).
i used to believe that all things comes with a delusion that i can phantom. i guess i was wrong. i was wrong all along. i cannot pull away from this fantasy of life.
this fantasy that love will last forever & everyone lives happily ever after.
& the one that i marry a rich man & have 10 children & we set up a missionary home in Eutopia & adopt many children & save the third world countries from starvation & stop the nuclear war kidnap the Dubai prince & steal all his oil & his multi-billion dollar palm tree-shaped island.

& when i crave for palpability the more i fantasize about my flawless life & beg for even more.
my conscience speaks: GET A LIFE!
this is totally not the time to dream about the perfect life.
live the hard way & be strong.
subconsciously getting a grip of reality.
with this pulse in my head.


what the fuck is wrong with me.
baby, i need a hug :(









{&the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day
'til the feeling went away
&the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.}




18:59






29 December 2006

damn it, im not here for show!




23:05








a BIG WHATEVER to that fugly person.
_____________________
eeyer.
okay, so the big move aside, photos are here to stay!
looks very delish rightttt... rainbow donut from the boy for bfast, choc-filled-choc-all-over-muffin from hid's mummy, & free food from the schoool! (p/s im not THAT gelojoh, the free food was shared with hidayah)



the classroom we studied in, the lockers we used, the canteen we ate in, the exam rooms.

the word says it all;

hokay, bye knuckle-heads!
kiter ader skola baruuuuuuuuuu! *jumps in joy like in the photo*
pardon me for the "chao keng"-ness (blush)





22:26








ahhh... this will be the first day in this week that i woke up fricking early.
like 6am.
haiyo. for school's sake you know... im very proud of myself. haha, yeah, today's the Moving Ceremony.
from MI bartley campus/tohtuck campus to MI (only).
the ceremony was okay. inspirational talks, gifts, & letter taking (inside joke).
we bartley counterparts get the honour in taking the bus to BBC.
the tohtuck ppl hafta WALK.
so we did this "merging" thing. very childish of Mr.S --> like charging for the enermy. haha.
yeah, Fad met alot of "friends" today.
& i shook hands with the Big P, without getting any awards. ahah. walked with Miss G. (bie, jealous?)
at the new school, sang skl song yada yada yada those stuffs. i was pretty excited about exploring the school tho.
all in all,
im starting to miss the old dilapidated school already :(
the new school is too NEW for my liking. it's still too modernized & lack the homey feeling.
photos later.




16:30






28 December 2006

spot the kitty among the soft toys on my bed.










19:11








the day's well spent;

basically, i woke up with a bad mood cos the boy called me at 8am in the morning.
i slept grudgingly back after that & only to wake up near noon.
the rain starts to fall & i made some simple breakfast of kaya toast after my bath.
bummed around before heading out to the library to do my work.
i got pissed with these 2 girls sitting infront of me who do not understand the meaning of "PLEASE KEEP YOUR VOLUME DOWN IN THE LIBRARY"
so much for going to RGS next year.
yes, i eavesdropped.
look, i cant help it if they talked so loudly that i accidentally overheard it hokay?
hah. forget these inconsiderate imbeciles.
saw another 2 monkeys while i was busy. i looked up & they walked away. hahaha, you know who you are.
the boy dropped by & we had dinner.
at the interchange, met my secondary school friend, JiaMin!
hee... its been very long. she's still the same, thank God.
come to think of it, we've been friends since Sec1! yeah.. i remember the first time i talked to her was during orientation & i asked her what's the time. that was then we started talking! haha, so cute. those were the days. years had gone by. the boys are going NS like 1mth time. & the girls, are becoming ladies (:

we've grown.
far from immaturity (:

& then, in the bus, we met an orang giler who screams at the ahpek driver to switch off the TV Mobile cos it "irritating" & then started throwing profanities in dialect.

yeah, like i said, the day's well-spent. all the possible mixture of feelings felt today are vivid.
(grumpy, sleepy, lonely, elation, proud, terperanjat etcetera)

FAD!
i wanna share this with you:
"remember early this year, nearing NAPFA? there was an earthquake in Thailand & isk claimed that it was my fault because i slipped & fell at the SBJ mat? he said it was due to the butterfly effect of my fall & it grew to become an earthquake in Thailand."

so now, remember ytd there was an internet outtage?
its because that Taiwan got hit by an earthquake & the underground cables got severed by it.
& no, its not my fault.
its because of isk (karma comes in kilo tonnes, my dear) - his fall from his motobike got enlarged by the butterfly effect & caused an earthquake in Taiwan.
HHAHAHAA! TAKE THAT!!




18:18








ive been thinking lately whether to shift to livejournal.
my livejournal is filled with cobwebs.
ever since i signed up cos of nikki, i din bother to revamp the look of my livejournal or let alone post any entries. hee. lazy bum.
shall consider.




11:27






27 December 2006

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE FRICKING LIVE MESSENGER.

urgh. look, i dont know if you MSN thingamajic ppl know, but im just telling you that ive been a very good girl all day!
i woke up earlier than 1pm & cleaned my desk, arranged the fly-aways in my files & then proceed with my homework.
i even made lunch!
& of course, i sidetracked abit & started singing in the kitchen with my cat & then took the cam & started snapping away & then accompanied Didi to cycle around the neighbourhood abit & i even got a go at his minute bicylce screaming my lungs out & feeling the wind in my hair while Didi runs after me!... but that's not the whole point.
the thing is, ive been a good girl!
why do i deserve this?!

damn you MSN!!!
now, why isnt my photobucket loading?
hokay, i cannot stand being on the computer without any connections or any sort.
it makes me hallucinate.




16:02






26 December 2006





hokay, bye!





16:39








i practically slept my half my life away, omygosh.
timing was right, i bet it'd be snowing if im still in China.
but the best snow Singapore's weather is able to bring us is precipitation by the name of Rain.
hokay, what crap.
im building blocks here.
time to get busy.
so im recharged from a 14 hour sleep since last night. (i retired pretty early & only to wake up at 1pm)
piles of homework! here i come!
*dives in*








HAPPY BOXING DAY!
(i still dont know what this day is & i din bother to read up.)




14:10






25 December 2006

first off, HAPPY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!
not any typical monday blues.
this time, i painted the blue hue to my monday.
thanks to my uber big mouth.
im really disappointed with myself today.
so, karma bites back with the sharpest set of filthy choked teeth. OUCH.
i admit, i DID enjoy today but that thought of me doing that to someone was really bugging me behind my back!
i wished i hadnt done it =(
thanks for covering me up, sis. love yah. i promise i wont drag you into this shit-hole again.
it feels sucky. & i hate it.
oh wells, conscience aside;
went Sentosa (AGAIN!!!) this time with the boy. nothing much up our sleeves. just thought of going for a dip & just enjoy some time together. so yeah, we did just that. & im loving it. i was practically being flung everywhere on the beach! hahah! he scrubbed me with sand & then carried me & threw me back into sea. we planned to catch a movie after that but decided for the better of it. so hopped onto the bus to town. had our lunch at a new place but im not liking it. i cant remember the name of the restaurant tho =( not nice. i still prefer Cahaya. friendly aunty & nice food. window shopped at FEP & saw too much dresses for my likings. i couldnt take it. i wanna see TEES! MARY-JANES! ADORABLE TOPS! not dresses.
oh, when is this fad ending?
yesterday:
had movie marathon with the homies. home-made popcorn, choc-fudge cake, milo dinosaur. oh mama-mia.. the best man. half the time i was too engrossed in coating my popcorn with the fudge. lol.
so we watched...
  • Devil Wears Prada
  • Pirates of The Carribbean: Dead Man's Chest
  • Open Season

but i watched the 1st 2 movies already so i slept half-way thru & woke up only with my brother roaring in laughter to Open Season. hokay....

& do you wanna see the fat side of me?
(fatty fatty bom-bom)
i had a good laugh at that.
for both my chubbiness & also at my amateur editing skills.
blue faced!?! -grunts-

p/s: do you remember when that was taken? (hint: it was at harbourfront mall)





16:44






24 December 2006

yeah, im down with fever :( booos.
went for the PAE bbq ytd.
helped out with the preparation part here & there but i din stay for the bbq tho.
parents had to be a bummer.
after preparing the food we watched Mr.Deeds in his movie lounge (:
his parents sent me (& bie) off to Kovan. thanks!
if not, i'll have to sacrifice 10mins of walk out to the main road.





























argh. i hate being sick.
p/s boy, i loved your poem. altho it sounds abit funny. but your rhymings are good (: thanks.




10:30






22 December 2006

went trg with they boy again today.
suppose to do interval training but ended up doing distance. nevermind.
im pretty pleased with training all thanks to the interval trg we had EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT THERE'S NO WATER SUPPLY IN THE STADIUM! thanks ah.
maybe prolly due to the flash floods these few days.

& of all people, BARKER BOY was there, with his friend.
super annoying you know. (note: his friend is oookay)
because we're running at the outer ring of the stadium (not at the lanes) & we hafta run directly pass the seats & grand stand right? so everytime we pass, BARKER BOY will be like GOGOGO! OLEH OLEH OLEH!

eeeeeeyer. i opened up my pace everytime im nearer his place.
& to make things worst, there's no water.
so no water = unable to freshen up after run = smelly sweaty girl
& no water also = no water cooler
so we dragged our sweaty body to Mcds to get free drinks (cheapskate... what to do..)
AND GUESS WHO WE SAW?!?!?!?!!

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BARKER BOY.
again.
i can almost faint at that instant!
enough of barkers.
i think its bad KARMA.
i was gossipping to the girls abt him yesterday.
& now he's haunting me. OHMYGOSH. GOD SAVE ME!

sent the boy for his prayers &picked him up after that.
& he sent me off to the library before going for his practical.
so i was bored for 2hours. did my work & fell into the comfiest position ever.
& i dozed off.
the ahpek infront of me was already SNORING for pete's sake.
eeeeyer.
splashed my face with ice-cold water & burried myself in cooking books
while waiting for the boy to finish his practicals.
he sent me home after that.
end.




21:50






21 December 2006


another collage i made (: kudos to me.




22:51








OH YAHHHH!
Rose was talking about MUSE coming down to Singapore for a live performance.
heard it from Mike too.
they're coming on JANUARY 16TH LIVE! @ Fort Canning Park. a loser place lah. but one standard tix cost 110buckeroos & early birds get $85. thanks to Rose for all the information (:
other bands coming to Singapore next year are Hoobastank & SnowPatrol!!!!!!
i think i think i think i wanna catch SnowPatrol!




22:12








two words for today:
SHEER ESCAPADE!
its simply a stark difference from the past few callous & colourless days.
this day's simply techni-colour!
i love my girls. we had lotsa fun ahhhh. im having another date with them next week.

ESCAPE THEMEPARK!

but time is really short-lived when we're having fun.
left Sentosa for Bugis.
shopped for dresses & all of us got ourselves the dress to our likings (:
wokay. basically the trend now is dresses. so yes. the whole of bugis is filled with the retro-like dresses. i cant even find a decent plain long top. shall head down to DorothyPerkins or Mango then.
sale sale sale!!

alright. overdued photos from the last Sentosa trip with the extended family (:



will upload today's photos aft editing.




19:07






20 December 2006

by now, i am suppose to start making my no-bake cheesecake for tmr.
BUT!
im scared it'll melt the bejeezus outta of it.
so i was thinking maybe i'll make the baked cheesecake in cupcake form so that it'll be easier to handle. how?
strawberries or oreo cheesecake?
ala... i feel so lazy :(
i just woke up from my dreamless night (i slept like a baby ytd (:) dilly-dallied for an hour doing my econs & went to bathe & had a spread for breakfast. at ONE PM.
& this entry's not going anywhere at all.
hopefull it rained enough & there'll be sunshine by tomorrow.
SENTOSA, HERE WE COME! (for me, come again lol)

{EDITTTTTTTTTT}
I AM SOOOOO SAD NOW.
MY CHEESECAKE BURNT =(
TO MY UTTER DISAPPOINTMENT,
MY VERY FIRST BAKED CHEESECAKE BURNT
SEEEEEEE, THAT'S WHY I PREFER MAKING THE NO-BAKE CHEESECAKE
NO-BAKE = NO BURN
*wails*
you know how painful my heart was?!
cheesecake not cheap to make okay!
if it was, then they wouldnt sell it at 5buckeroos PER SLICE.
one pkg of PHILLY is close to $4.
& i need 2 pkg of PHILLYs. so that makes $8 (just in case you cant count)
& then the butter, the sugar, the oreos, the digestives, the strawberries.
that amounts to close to $20 =(
OH, talking abt strawberries
i was contemplating whether to make oreo/strawberry cheesecake right?
so im so fickle minded, cant decide, stuck in between 2 very good alternatives
sooooooooooo, i decided to chuck in both of them.
whooops.
BUT THE MAIN ISSUE HERE IS THAT MY CHEESECAKE BURNT!!!
im so ashamed to let them taste tmr =(((
{/edit 2013hrs}




13:16






19 December 2006

hah, yeah. i din get the phone today.
cos my financial supplier is mentally tired :(
nevermind, i still managed to convince mom so that i could get outta the house at ard 4 in the middle of a storm.
met the poor freezing boy & headed to Sim Lim (again) where he was belittled.
haha, so walked to bugis & had his ultra late breakfast+lunch+early appetizer.
head on to NLB to wait for my sis only to be disappointed lah.
so we killed time by sitting at the bustop & letting tonnes of buses pass by & tryina look for "wugui"s so that i can knock his head. but the numbers dont do justice to his ULTIMATE wugui lah hokay.
reached home near 9, still raining.
i think it rained for nearly 24hours already. i bet tonight will be another sure-sleep night.
but not for me, cos Didi's sleeping with me (now that the aircon is fixed & not having night sweats) so i'll prolly kick him off the bed or sth. YEAH, i'll do that.

& i think i really need to stop my bad habit of excessive puntuations, yes?
how to be an english teacher next time?!
FYI, i cant even spot the paradox in the latest compre i was working on!



all thein the world;
just for my special boy.
(more like retarded & annoying lah)




23:11








like F I N A L L Y !!!
the aircon man is coming to fix the damn leaking cooling machine.
ive been sleeping with a pail in bed please, super annoying.
i cant stretch my long legs for months hokay!

anyways, the weather's very fuzzy today. superb for hot soup or hot chocolate.
yumm yumm. gna make tomato soup later.
& 2/3 teevee's gone case already.
the plasma decided to play tricks on my eyes & the colours all added a tinge of blue hue.
urhhh.. the tv in the study room is annoying, i hafta always knock the shit out of it before im able to watch a proper show.
eeyer.
was so pissed last night that i cried myself to sleep.
dad is VAIR VAIR ANNOYINGGGG.
eeyer.
shant go on to the details.
possibility of meeting the boy later will be 50-50.
hermmmmm.



nevermind him lah bie,
happy 22nd (:

or hey maybe it's time that we stoped & we realized
like a flag in the wind we are one
& how at first it's made so pure & lovely

but in battle can be torn to shreds
but with time & with patience
& love & affection
can be fixed with needle & thread

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
& YOU LOVE ME
& NOTHING WILL MAKE THIS LEAVE
I SAID I LOVE YOU
& YOU LOVE ME
& NOTHING WILL MAKE MAKE MAKE MAKE MAKE THIS LEAVE.




11:45






18 December 2006

I was really bummed out ytd.
sentosa with the guys was great!
i had to babysit tho, but it was fun nonetheless.
& i made an achievement ytd by staying out from the sun & sea!
call me a pussy or what but, hey! i was busy "taking care" of the food.
the weather was an ultimate bummer. not the kinda weather to beach. so yes. i din miss out much.
was the tour guide for the whole day with zaki bombarding me with "treasure map" questionare.
& tanjong beach is closed for renovations so siloso & palawan is packed to the max.
but the surprise not only ends there.
there was only a few angmohs seen and a whole lot of MAKCIKS BERPIKNIK DI TEPI PANTAI PALAWAN. omg.
i bet ECP & pasir ris is empty. so many malays. *cringe at the sight of them* (& im not racist hokay)
& yeslah, my aunts and uncles DO fall under the catergory of the MAKCIKS BERPIKNIK DI TEPI PANTAI PALAWAN. but we were at the islet. so far away from the chattering of the makciks. nvm, im not getting anywhere with this.

im too tired to do I.T. but thank God the boy is understanding (: we're just going out to do our work. maybe have some bfast at jalan kayu? (:
riiiight, i took 2mins to type & reread this junk.
i'll post the photos up asap.

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{edit}
so like i mentioned, we skipped I.T. today. while waiting for the boy to come, i met MrScandal.
he's training for NS. enlisting in january. haiyo so fast.
we're all nearly TWENTY already.
i feel soooo old :(
hmmmm, had bfast together thn went NLB to do our work. met firas & his gf.
im feeling extremely down now (cos im having a guilt trip!)
urgh, ok. gna cut things short.
accompanied the boy to Sim Lim Sq for his IT gadget & he blew $58 within a few minutes.
I CAN BUY A NICE ZARA TOP WITH THAT AMOUNT.
ohmygosh.
anyways, wanted to kill more time so hopped by town for dinner.
had yummilicious dinner & went home happily in the rain.


(under the umbrella affair)


oh, MNG is having a storewide/islandwide sale!
up to 50%.
girls, we still havent shop together :(
but im still eyeing that Topshop top. oh yummy.
i suddenly feel the urge to pull the boy by his collar & dance dirty with him at zouk
(or any clubs for that matter)
mike/kanthan/alvin/agnes, if ure reading this, go clubbing with me!
its your treat hokay?!
heee. let's boogey y'all.
the year's greatest parties are here!!
okay, end.
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08:48






16 December 2006

i was blown over with the most excruciating cramps ever.
i popped like thrice the dosage of pain killers to drown the pain but i was still rolling in pain.
i had a good cry for 15mins, in hope to cry the pain away!
but to no avail.
bah, girls always have to suffer.
dad was being extra bossy this morning, nagging at us (me & kak yuni) to wake up & clean our bedrooms. so i was thinking, might as well clean the house. so took out the vacuum & sucked the whole house, & mopped it. all speck & clean.
mom's cooking baryani rice today & other yummies cos she's inviting our relatives over for a xmas mini party. haha, nola. harirayahaji party.
but i din enjoy much of the food cos most of the time i was doubling over in bed.
sickening cramps.

& yeah, just to let you know, im not a showoff.
ive been receiving hate-mails from kaikailurve_@msn.com about my blogging & all. honestly, that person did not leave a name, let alone a reason to be angry with me. im no famous blogger. i blog not for the sake of gaining fans or whatsoever. I DONT EVEN HAVE FANS! & it din bother me a single bit. i blog to update my life. not that i care if you have one, anyways. there was one particular mail that the person said "your style of blogging does not suits you. try harder". WHY SHOULD I?! i dont care if my style of blogging affects you in any other way, makes you insane that it does not suit me or anything. DO YOU EVEN KNOW ME?! i think the answer is a straight NO. thanks for your concern but really, no thanks for making a huge fuss about it. i leave my email address there to let others (READ: MY FRIENDS) know how to contact me in any way. & the person even scolded me for NOT REPLYING THE HATE MAILS. tell me, why should i?! i do not hate you because i do not even know where the hell you came from. i did not reply you because i choose not to waste my time & effort trying to make you understand. because you refuse to even acknowledge me. so why bother?! why me, of all the 129073836513498742 bloggers in the whole wide world, do you pick for being a show-off?! why not other famous bloggers. like dawn, or mr brown, or xiaxue?! theyre not showoffs btw. they have friends, fans, & A LIFE. do you? each person have their own personality to boot & their own style of writing, for that matter. why does it bother you, huh, MR/MS/MAAM/MRS Kaypo?! if it really pains you to see that my style of writing does not suit me, why dont you give me solutions to it. then both of us will be happy. because right now, you're not making sense in giving me emails like those. & btw, your mails are sent to the junk folder. AUTOMATICALLY. oooooh, hurt? im sorry dude, but you have no control over my life, or my style of writing, for that matter. so i'll appreciate very much if you leave me alone.




14:59






15 December 2006

its only one-ish & im quite happy with today.
i admit, i havent been a good friend (girlfriend is another matter altogether).
so today, i woke up (around 11-ish) & the first person i smsed was kelly.
havent heard from her for a long time. im still angry with her, but i cant be angry with her for the rest of my life. i'll let history rest. she's having her term tests & all, so cant bother her much. then i smsed mike, who was away on a holiday with his friends. so wont bother to sms him anymore. i thought he was BUSY working his ass off. made dates with my girls (its all confirmed! hoorah!) & smsed my baby girl.
in the midst of all the text messages, of course there's this person whom i never failed to text.
& he passed his theory test!
im so proud of him (:
other than trying to reconnect severed ends of my relationship, i managed to persuade my smelly cat to bathe.
she's grumpy now.
but the only thing that made me really satisfied with the day so far was my ability to finish my econs essays (: im letting the boy check it for me tmr. i MUST get a minimum D mark for each essay. *prays feverently*
im going to head down to the manicurist later if im done with my revisions. if not, then forget them talons. several things to get it done by weekend.

  • trim my mane
  • do my nails
  • clean up my bedroom/studyroom/livingroom/tvroom
  • revision, revision, revision
  • complete my 2 GP essays by tmr

im suppose to accompany my lil sister to get her school bag today. but i was feeling abit heavy on the bottom to get outta the house & besides, im feeling EXCEPTIONALLY motivated to study. sooo yah.

omg, ISKANDAR! im craving for Ben&Jerry's. we'll celebrate for your success okay? clever boy. i know you can do it. now get to the practical part & get it over & done with cos i wanna ride with you on the vroom vroom baby! then you can send me to school everyday. pick me up for dates...blablabla. haha, nolah. my parents wont allow me hitching :( its okay. i can wait.

& HAVE YOU HEARD?!

im gg S E N T O S A this sunday & again on thursday! haha! hokay, i cant wait. im making cheesecake for the girls. you all better bring sth to eat okay. we cant survive on my cheesecakes only.

alright, back to my revisions.





13:56






14 December 2006

hokay, my small sister finally came back from HK at 240am. missed her alot! & she bought a little something for me! a pen from HongKong Disneyland (: im a happy sister. i got the black one. very sweet right. but i thought she bought me the red one so i showed baby. LOL. wrong ah. sorry.

so we had interval training today. i dont know why but i wasnt really prepared to burn out this time. so i only had 2 rounds of hardcore 400m. managed to get done with it within 1min 6secs & 1sec better the next round. but like the boy said, i think i miscalculated the turn & u-turned before the 200m mark.
had our shower then headed off for brunch then to the lib to do my work.
fast-forward:
hopped on the bus to Kovan (been a very long time since ive been there) to get bubbletea. yumm then to CompassPoint to just gallavant. havent been there for a very very long time too. we kept on changing hotspots. so went to look around for handphones. i finally set my eyes at the Sony Ericsson Z610i because theyre having a Christmas sale going on now. hmmm. hands itchy but pocket empty. followed the boy look around for printers while i was busy pressing all the buttons of every available printer i see! so nice to press. i got scolded by him tho. hmmff. & then i got my Japanese Balls. yummmmmmm.
hopped on the bus again to Hougang to visit the PasarMalam. i got my Ramlee Burger for dinner. dont know why but i just want the China food to get out from my intestines quickly. (i have very slow digestive flow --- or whatever its called lah) im having tummyaches. i think i ate so much, my tummy is going to burst sooner or later. went to the bank after that to deposit my worries away. i should visit the bank more often to DEPOSIT. not WITHDRAW.
its left with a measly $953.something cents!!!!
i have to start saving up for my tuition fees or else, no handphone.
okay. dilemma, dilemma.
the boy sent me home after that (:
so the thing now is, HOW DO I PERSUADE MY DADDY TO GET ME THAT PHONE?!
but i have another alternative qn: SHOULD I GO TO KAK YUNI FOR HELP INSTEAD.
or a simpler qn, should i get a damn part time job to pay for it instead. work hard for what i want. hmmmm.
answers anyone?
oh, we met Rachel while at the PasarMalam. (HIDAYAH! your best friend ((:) she & her multi-coloured umbrella. but the thing is, the pathway was already sheltered. haha. makcik.
& fad, the song's Leave Me Alone by The Veronicas.




19:17






13 December 2006

tadaaaaaah!
the cameramen should say ONETWOTHREE before taking a photo of me running.
please note:

that's so unglam please! *hides face*
& i cannot remember smiling while sprinting the last 200m!
ohmygosh. unglam unglam.
& here's the placings.

that's the boy 2secs behind me.
my placing was horrid i tell you. 96% finished before me & with 14 female runners in my division. but okay.. im preeeeetty pleased cos like ive said for the umpteenth time, im not a fan of long-d. so 21.1click is the furthest im going to go.
& this is the boy.

unglam also hor?! haha im evil. i'll put his unglam photo too. my poor boy was limping so maybe that's why they got the chance to take so many photos of him. HMMMMMMMMMFFFF. & only one super unglam ugly photo of me. yucks. stupid photographers.

ps. yeah, y'all who participated in the SCM can go to runpix to find out more about your placings & also for your unglam marathon photos. confirm unglam. so please dont be afraid to share wimme. i dont want to be te only one with unglam photo as a memory to the marathon. im sure you'll be as disappointed as me.





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#1. my strawberry surprise!! looks yummy right, well, it tastes even yummier! but a little too dry for my liking :( i was too lazy to take another photo of it with cream frosting & strawberries.
#2. so these are the strawberries. yummy, no?
okay now, everyone drool.





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im having a hard time rolling on the floor.
hokay, random.
woke up so early today to do my GP. like 5am?! its still school holidays, for goodness sake, but the boy just reminded me that ive got only 2 more weeks til term starts. meaning only 14++ days to finish my homework & revise my pu1&2 work, then start with my 2months probation period. groans. i had that feeling of oh-great-i'm-on-probation-so-i-need-to-be-careful-of-what-i-say-&-do-&-be-a-goody-two-shoes.
yucks.
lucky after my morning prayers, i felt a little refreshed & more motivated. but due to my heavy urge to procrastinate & my lack of will-power, hey-ho! im online! slap me, anyone.
but im not feeling VERY guilty cos im done with ONE set of comprehension (which i left the summart blank due to hatred)
its actually not that im not serious, im heaving a tummyache. so you see, i cant really put my utmost attention to the long long essay on globalisation i was penning. & i dont wanna write crap. especially on a crappy topic i chose, like Globalisation. grunts.
& ive yet to have my morning bath (:
will do that later.
im looking forward for today. full of in-house activities.
READ: baking & cooking.
with my mom. gonna make pasta putenesca with crunchy meatballs & strawberry surprise muffins!!
she's gna make pineapple upside-down cake while im gna make the rest.
will post the photos up ltr for you to drool at my superb culinary skills. BLEH.
SO FUN! cant wait.
but first, off to the showers!
gotta blast!




08:44






12 December 2006

i had a blast today!
thanks to Radin Tri Iskandar (:
he woke me from my beauty sleep with dogol (grunts) & forced me to wake up cos im meeting him at 10am.
so early you say?
haha, he lah.
cos we're suppose to watch Tenacious D today but ended up watching Happy Feet at Vivo!
yes, to much of my disappointment.
cos the person said there's no shows (Ten.D) screening today. stupid GV. cheat my boyfriend.
hahahaa.
but Happy Feet's quite alright.
cuteness factor aside, i dont like the fact that they made humans look bad. too much content for a cute movie. & it was abit cheesy. but i enjoyed it nonetheless. (cos i was in warm arms)
went MS for lunch at PH.
(: had baked pasta again lah. my ultimate favourite there.
we talked & talked & talked.
i miss they boy soooo much lah (<
he was wearing smart casual (which literally swept me off my feet & left me gasping for air cos i wasnt expecting a DATE, only an outing with him to catch up after my holiday). yeah, he looks stunning. & he bumped his head on the door before he left & there's a visible baluku lah. so i had to massage it for him (: that boy.
went Esplanade for his surprise after lunch (:
gave him his watch & wallet i bought for him while in China. Authentic hokay! the watch's Nike & wallet's Prada. but they sold it pretty cheap cos of the defects. i cant find any visible defects for both of them so, i bargained til i can vomit blood i tell you. their opening price is so darn high, i bargained til they can close their shops after i leave. hahaha. i bought myself a Chanel purse which i cant bargain so much cos its really original. even my sis told me to stop bargaining so much. hahaa. Singaporean what. but i wasnt happy with the price cos i can see the defect lah. not pretty anymore.

hokay, back to the Esplanade surprise. i was so happy to see him so happy, trying out his new watch & dishing out his old wallet to replace all the harta-karun into his new prada. & it really suits him lah! thanks to my good fashion sense (& my sister's recommendations). haha ttm.
we stayed awhile so i could massage his baluku which was turning blue-black.
& my last minute cravings for strawberries brought us to Suntec to get some.
wanted to get Blueberries too but the price was too scary.
so i happily got my strawberries & we hopped onto the bus home (:

thanks for today baby. missed you. shiok bully me already? & i dont want to mimic you already cos it gives my tummy cramps laughing!

___________________________
i was thinking about my boyfriend on my walk home & i suddenly remembered him telling me about this TKGS girl who liked him during PAE cos he looks like her ex-boyfriend.
it gave me shudders cos if she loved her ex-boyfriend for his looks, then i think she's loving the wrong way. not that im tryna say im loving isk they right way, but love is complicated. there's no right or wrong. neither is there rules to state how to love someone. how to start loving & how to find love. but its just that that kind of girl really scares me. makes me feel like handcuffing my boyfriend to my bed & keep him by my side 24/7. she'll be a threat to all iskandar (or her ex-boyfriend for that matter) look-alikes' girlfriends. but im not threatened lah. i was just thinking about my boyfriend on my walk home. that's all.




19:25






11 December 2006

i forgot to mention that on 5th December 2006, 2 of my loved ones celebrated their birthdays.
one of them is my elder sister who turned fresh 21 (:
& the other one is my darling lovely cat, Henna, who turned a ripe old age of 9.
we celebrated kak yuni's birthday at the hotel in Beijing where my parents gave her a key locket. (FREEDOM KEY! i cant wait til im twenty one)
i gave her present before we left for China (: my personal favourite.
As for Henna, we havent got the time to give her a proper birthday celebration.
so out of boredom junow, after watching the Tyra Banks Show II (im starting to love it) i took Didi's painting set & started painting.
& i scooped Henna from where she's sleeping & painted her paws & made paw prints all over the painting.
HAHHAHAHAHA.
then i had a hard time washing the paint off her fur. ooops. now she looks bluish.
i was too lazy to reach for her shampoo so i used the hand soap instead.
okay.
so instead of abusing my cat to kill my boredom, ive decided to do something good like baking something for my sister.
will get the ingredients tomorrow.
gonna make Strawberry Surprise Muffins (i made the name up btw. its just vanilla muffins with stuffings & fresh cream & strawberries on top)




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alright, im back home safely in singapore. its good to be home (:
i miss my boy :( he smells so nice.
hmmm. before i start rambling about my holiday, i wanna congratulate myself for completing the Standard Chartered Half-Marathon. My first ever marathon. & to think im having doubts about thinking twice on signing up for more in the future (the thing is, i just love carbo-loading! haha). But of course congratulate my darling boy for being my personal motivator & also my inspiration (: thank you. although i was quite mad you left me at the CBD area. haha. but that aside, i completed 21.1k! sprinted the last 200m or so with the boy. he waited for me for almost an hour at the 20++km mark. so sweet. along the way mithali was the one who pulled me to run with her. then with vitz. then with this uncle. he kept on motivating me. but in a creepy way lah. cos he had muscle cramps on both his tighs & he kept pushing himself to at least jog, but my knees was in the verge of dislocating and falling off my joints so i was walking at leisure pace. he was behind me & saw my runspiration tag & he was reading it out loud to me. he was like, "girl, come on, dont just motivate others, motivate yourself. come, follow uncle. walk faster"
so i started jogging again then i lost him behind. when i slowed down to a walk, he jogged beside me again & he was like, UNCLE IS HERE AGAAAAINNN. omg ok. i quickly started picking up my pace to run away from him but he kept on appearing! (& giving all those "its not the timing we're going for. we just want to complete this race. am i right? think about what uncle said. you wont forget me".) i mean, of course i din forget him. but i remembered him because of his creepiness. but nevermind. i was happy enough to see baby waiting for me.
we went vivo to soak our achy feet after that & gave each other foot massages.
& the next morning was my flight to China. with my knees swollen like elephant legs.

okay, marathon aside, let's start rambling about my holiday. China was great. winter time now but there wasnt any snow yet. except for the second day, it started to "drizzle". hooray! the weather was so fricking cold! it went down all the way to zero degrees & then to minus at night. splendid.
but i fell sick on the 2nd day :( was down with stomach flu & fever. my sensitive stomach couldnt take the sudden change in diet. wargh. i kept on vomitting at every pitstop. yucks. so i missed like 4 days of my holiday. i stayed in the coach to sleep while the rest went out sightseeing. boooooos.

alright. pictures to lighten the entry k?
DAY ONE'S SNAPSHOTS

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window seats! off to China.
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the view outside: the horizon. the sky & the clouds.
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dinner.
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after dinner.
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that's a pessimon! so huge!
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actually my sis wanted to take this guy's photo. bleh.
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satay HALAL. really, its halal.
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BBBRRRRR. both of them were trying to blow at the cammie but the smoke wasnt captured
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the trees there are pretty.
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the days are short during winter. night falls by 4-5pm.

DAY TWO'S SNAPSHOTS

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their "flats"
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at the pearl factory. that's hajah trying to fish out the oysters.
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at the acrobatic show. i slept the whole 2 hours through. not boring tho, but i was sick. so i missed it. damn.

DAY THREE'S SNAPSHOTS
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mom's doing the blow thing again. that's baked sweet potato. really nice. the warm factor.
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the Great Wall of China.
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after a whole day of puking, shopping & eating. a foot bath.
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ahhhhh so relaxing & the herbal water is so HOT!
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stupid guy. all the makciks demand that they get the female massagers & i got this guy who was so rough to my feet. so painful. not handsome somemore. hmmf.

DAY FOUR'S SNAPSHOTS

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outside one of the mosques.
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at Summer Palace.
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she looks adorable. she goes around "MALAYSIA! MONEY!"

DAY FIVE'S SNAPSHOTS

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the first cat we saw in China aft searching for days. so adorable!
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open air barber!
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huge onions.
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& huge chillies. ok. that looks sick.
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cold puppy.
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PEKKING DUCK!
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more adorable China kitties! this one;s frm the mosque. theyve got 8 of them!
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kitty!
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DAY SIX'S SNAPSHOTS

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he's a son of a fruit seller. so photogenic!
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at Culture Street.
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the one on my right is Cikgu Rasiah's sister in law! & im travelling with 8 teachers. so much for an educational tour.
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KFC! not halal tho. grunts.
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before skiing.
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after skiing! so fun omg. ive alr changed outta the stupid boots. so heavy & hurting my shin.


DAY SEVEN'S SNAPSHOTS

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after lunch.
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im always taller. hahah.
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these are the kachang men outside the mosques. they're pretty faces y'know.
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the family with the imam of the masjid.
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at summer palace. i think i got the photos all mixed up alr.
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the sky (: i look puffed up, yes? that's 4 layers of clothing under that huge jacket, mind you. & i still feel cold.


okay. there's alot more. but i too lazy to upload. there's like 400++ photos. i'll upload them all into an album soon lah. these are all i got now.
i had fun!




12:48