+CAUTION: WORDY POST.
WHAT ARE YOUR OBJECTIVES IN 2007?[ze most impt objectives] insya'allah to live healthily thruout the year & more years to come, continue being a filial daughter, sister, girlfriend, pet owner & friend to all.
[1] ace the big A.
[2] make new friends in the new campus
[3] learn not to judge people
[4] save up & get a new phone
[5] save up & shop more
WHAT HAVE YOU ACHIEVED IN 2006?[1] being a filial daughter (i hope!)
[2] priceless lessons
[3] i got top 5 in Sunday School
[4] i completed my first ever half-marathon with a big heart & a shiny medal to boot!
[5] visited the newly launched shopping paradise VivoCity for 16 times since the launch
[6] made new friends that i'll continue to cherish
[7] i completed my 2.4k without cheating
[8] i managed to stick onto the 5 small meals per day diet since july
[9] i kept my promise to be a budding housewife (grins)
[10] i got hospitalized for 5 days! (an undoubtful achievement for me, nonetheless)
[11] i sticked to my vow not to club & drink anymore(altho sudden urges do appear once in a while, but they go off)
[12] to fall again & again & again into love with the same boy
[13] i steered the tandem bike with only inches of going into the sea
[14] i picked up the love of baking & cooking
[15] i manage to end the 1month cold war with dad & im daddy's girl again (move away, didi!)
WHAT YOU DID NOT ACHIEVE IN 2006?[1] i failed to meet the requirements for promos
[2] i did not get into the A divs for floorball :(
[3] i failed to be an enthusiast for the first sport ever out of so many sports i play(floorball)
[4] i did not get fairer
[5] i failed to stop procrastinating
[6] i failed not to sleep so much
[7] i failed to be a good girlfriend & a sister to Aidah
[8] i failed to "appear" at secondary school class gatherings
[9] i failed to qatam the Quran by this year
[10] to get a part-time job to sustain my thinning cash flow
+ on a more personal note;
i really enjoyed this year. yes, it gets mundane after awhile but life is that way - never perfect. i treasured friendship greater than anything & my relationship turned for the better for which i hope it lasts. insya'allah. 2006 is leaving me with fond memories, of the very first time i got admitted to the hospital since birth. & hearing bad news everyday from the doctor & gynae is so not fun. & finally being poked by yakult-sized needles 13 times before they finally found my vein so that i can go thru a blood transfusion. 2 whole packets of God-knows-who's blood. i cried because i pity myself for landing in the hospital & getting an Indian doctor who dont know how to use the yakult-sized needle (p/s im not saying all Indian doctors are like that but well... he's exceptional). cos he found my vein, inserted the supersized needle & then not knowing what to do next & left to call the nurse while my blood spilled out onto my dress & bedsheet. i cldnt do anything but cry. i was down for the next few days until my wonderful friends came to visit (SITONG! JIEMIN! FAD! ROSE! BUNTONO! & MY BABY BOY). the poor boy rushed after school to visit me with a flower. & my baby girlfriend came shortly afterwards with a card & a pink bear for me (: thanks. & me getting scolded by nurses for sleeping late because lights out at 9pm & im still outside at the lounge watching America's Next Top Models. & suffering to wake up at six because the mean evil nurses always open up the curtains & switch on the lights. damn it. im always the last one to wake up (at 10am) & the breakfast lady would wake me up cos my food's getting cold. cant blame me im the youngest there (considering the women there mostly just came out of surgery for cervical cancer & those vaginal problems YUCKS). baby even thought i was in the children's ward! haha. okay.
well, gruesome experiences aside, im taking a break from sprinting. i think im too old already. my knees ache everytime i do distance (blame it on the marathon) & i admit, i did not train for stamina even before the sports meet. but im slowly picking up now, with the toning & the muscle building & the interval trainings & diets, i think im catching up like my primary 5 years (:
i do miss being involved in sports. especially netball. but sigh, the passion's fading. & i said floorball was the only sports i wasnt keen on due to the most wierdest reasons. i dont know. & baby got me hooked on swimming & SIMS2. & i got him hooked onto fashion & being so materialistic & being the simply best boyfriend ever! heehee.
as for my family, when the first time i got to know that Kak yuni has a boyfriend, i was elated (i was reading her msgs! HAHA). i mean, that means she's going to get married! she's already 21, oh come on. & my mom's excited about it too. haha, my dad's neutral about it. didi doesnt like him cos he's too BIG. lol. & Haz doesnt like didi too cos didi talks too much. & yeah, im pretty fine with Haz cos everytime i go out with kak yuni & haz, my day will be cash-free (: everything will be paid for. hehehh.. & of course the boy have a share of it too. as for my mom, she's still the same. still probing on my personal stuffs. & yeah, scolded me alot of times about the boy. & this is the first time i asked the boy to come over for various reasons like sending my hw, or picking sth up from my place. my dad saw a couple of times him sending me home but dad din really approach me about it. but he knows who im chatting with on the phone & on-line. so yeah. the 1month cold war with dad ended with me seeking for forgiveness & him accepting it & giving me another chance to repent. he gave me alot of lee-way after that because im daddy's girl again (:
for didi, he's still the devil. for syasya, she's still the giggly lil sis i have.
& as for the boy, who never failed to make me cry & laugh & do all sorts of silly stuffs like dancing on the beach. i said too much about you in every one of my posts, on how you affect my life. so i wont say it anymore okay. you're the man.
forget about jack.
okay? he's noone to us now. its just you & i on a sunny tropical island. think me, think the beach, think the pool & all the fun things we do together this year. we'll definitely continue doing it but on a minute scale. cos remember the BIG A is just around the corner. you're a smart boy, you can ace it, go NS, & get to a good uni. i'll see you there.
for now, be a good son, brother, uncle, boyfriend, friend & president.
you've got alot to live for.
i love you (:
for my girlfriend & also my sister, aidah. i havent had enough of you this year! i want more! but thanks for being there for me, making plans to meet me & sending me to school & also all the little things you did for me, it makes me smile. but ive never done any of that to make a difference in your life. i failed to make you happy when haq wasnt there for you. im sorry if im a failure, i promise next year will turn for the better. i love you sis (: hugs tight.
woah, that was LONG.