she din know i took this shot. lol. lagi emo ye kak?
she also din know i took this shot. pssst! she's a chikopek. she's taking a video of MrKemek!

very very very fluffy & humongo-jumbo teddy!

my loves.

introducing....MrKemek! (inside joke)
MJ wannabe?

ps. hikam, if you dare merajok at hidayah for sharing, then you're the ultimate gay ive seen thus far. should get a gay partner instead yeah? girls will be girls: we share our feelings, thoughts, experience & everything under the sun. we need someone to confide to. preferably a girl. & if u have something against that, or if you think its a crime to do so, then sigh. it kills me to say this but, gays will be gays. ultra sensitive homosapiens.


ooooh, i made pancakes for bfast this morning. turned out great! wanted to exhibit my craftiness & i think i can scrape it thru. hahaa. let's take a look at my masterpiece.
am i a budding crafter or what? looks professional huhhh.
& dad brought home DunkinDoughnuts ytd! omg. just look at those lip-smackning colours!

im about 3/4 way to seeing my table finally.
& baby, do you know that your OP bag is still wimme?
so its ard 6months with me. lol.
& yes, 6mth worth of dust & fur.
i had to vacuum it okay.
so you want it back or not?
found a couple of other stuffs.
like aidah's photo printer.
do you want it back, darling?
& my OBS cert.
& a ring.
im gg back to cleaning ltrs.

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lalaa... that's the important stuffs, let's move on to the less important stuffs.

1) Are your parents married or divorced? happily married & going to renew their marriage vow soon!
2) Are you a vegetarian? siao.
3) Do you believe in Heaven? uhm.
4) Have you ever come close to dying? nolahh..
5) What jewelry do you wear 24/7? erm, earstuds
6) Favorite time of day? evenings
7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? yes.
8) Do you wear makeup? yup.
9) Ever have plastic surgery? hhaha, no.
10) Do you color your hair? yes, many times.
11) What do you wear to bed? pjs or my fav spags & shorts.
12) Have you ever done anything illegal? ...you mean like buying pirated DVDs?
13) Can you roll your tongue? YEAAAHHH
14) Do You tweeze your eyebrows? neh
15) What kind of sneakers? not a fan of sneakers
16) Do you believe in Abortions? yes. but ultimately, its still a no, following my religious bg.
17) What is your Hair color? urhh, violet brown from the laaaast dye, & alot of brown & coffee & a lil reddish-brown from the re-dyes.
18) Future child's name? ohohhh. havent exactly thought of it yet.
19) Do you snore? neh, im a sound sleeper
20) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? MALDIVES! and then to italy, then to venice, then to dubai, & to spain, & to ........(rambles on & on)
21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals? with my 18-yr-old teddy & my 2 eeyores & another 2 christmas gift teddy bears & a mashimaro from aidah
22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first? depends on how much my win was. most prolly i'll buy a new phone & a laptop. but in the 1st place, i wont win any cos i dont do toto or 4d.
23) Gold or silver? silver.
24) Hamburger or hot dog? hot dogs. esp cheesedogs.
25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? ive made a decision to eat chicken alfredo pasta.
26) City, beach or country? city.
27) What was the last thing you touched? my cup
28) Where did you eat last? in front of the computer less than 5mins ago
29) When's the last time you cried? hmmmm, last wk i think, i had a very bad nightmare.
30) Do you read blogs? yeah, i bloghop often. esp to foodgers.
31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? im used to that during my drama-mama days
32) Ever been involved with the police? i interviewed them once. hahaa.
33) What's your favorite shampoo conditioner and soap? Dove is good but my favourite is Loreal El-Sieve. for soap, Detol for some days, Dove for most.
34) Do you talk in your sleep? do i?
35) Ocean or pool? pool, but i'd love to scuba in the ocean one day!
38) Window seat or aisle? window please
39) Ever met anyone famous? plentiful
40) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? ditto
hidayah, where's #41?
42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? oprah lah, but do you know that her new competition is tyra banks? my materialistic instinct jumped!
43) Basketball or Football? obviously football.
44) How long do your showers last? 30mins tops
45) Automatic or do you drive a stick? not driving YET..
46) Cake or ice cream? omg. Ben&Jerry's Cherry Garcia on Sara Lee's vanilla pound cake is a KILLER! now everyone drools uncontrollably.
47) Are you self-conscious? yes, i think
48) Have you ever drank so much you threw up? haha yes.
49) Have you ever given money to a begger? yeap
50) Have you been in love? uhm (:
51) Where do you wish you were? snuggling with him in his arms.
52) Are you wearing socks? nope, bedroom slippers
53) Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? sit only lah. then i got chased out.
54) Can you tango? i find that its too kinky for me.
55) Last gift you received? the 2 flowers frm Aidah!
56) Last sport you played? omg, i din realised i havent been playing any sports for sooooo long. the last sport was...... i think badminton?
57) Things you spend a lot of money on? FOOOOOOOOOD!
58) Where do you live? Singapore
59) Where were you born? KKH.
hello! where's 61 & 62? Hidayah, did you eat them up?
60) Last wedding attended? so long ago.
63) Most hated food(s)? fish head curry & asam pedas
64) What's your least fav? taugeh
65) Can you sing? i doubt i can. but i can croak! wanna hear?
66) Last person you instant messaged? oh, noone. cos i appeared offline
67) Last place you went on holiday? Thailand i think.
68) Favorite regular drink? plain water
69) Tag 3 friends: urhhhhhhh syikin (get busy so tt you wont think so much abt maman k?), fad & someone else.
70) Current Song? welcome to the black parade

im dead beat.
woke up at 5am to make mashed potatoes for the boy's bfast.
he came over & passed him the bfast while we play with this baby cat while stretching & eating.
seems like the hyper kitten loves my mashed potato too.
we ran all the way to kallang mrt for our first pit stop, as planned by the boy.
then we ran to the indoor stad, past the NCC sea HQ & along my old cycling route with dad.
we had to make a detour at tanjong rhu cos there was some construction going on & finally reached ECP 1h45 mins & 7++km later.
had our pitstop again & did situps, elevated pushups, folded crunches.
& i piggybacked the boy!
omg, i can even walk around 10steps or more (but he insisted to put him down. loser! haha)
we jogged to the beach & sat awhile enjoying the cool breeze & taking a quick rest
had brunch at parkway parade (we half jogged, half walked) & then went to TM to check out the discounts.
jogged back from ECP back home & it rained just after i reached home.
the poor boy got caught in the rain tho :(
sooooooooooo. we completed around 14+click today.
this calls for a celebration!
cos im never a fan of long-d.
but he made me mentally prepared for this upcoming marathon.
way to go boy!
i think it must be my super carbo-fuelled mashed potato!


im bummed. i need my bed.

i just came back from Masjid Sultan with momsy & did for the briefing for our holiday.
i admit, the briefing really got me sooooo excited. here's the iternary:
we even received free luggages.

day 1:
check into the hotel
evening watch the famous Acrobatic & KungFu Show
dinner.
Sauna.

day2:
bfast
hike up Great Wall of China
visit magnificent Summer Palace
then to Pearl Factory
then to Chao Nie Mosque
back to hotel

day 3:
visit Tiananmen Square
followed by the Forbidden City
& a Hutong trishaw ride passing thru ancient city alleys & lanes (sounds interesting)
Tea Ceremony at the Tea House
Shopping!!
& visit yet another mosque

day 4:
visit the Silk Factory, Jade & Crystal store
shopping!!!
then to the Underground City (interesting factor #1)
shopping again!!!
eating duck for dinner. HAHA im looking forward to this one.

day 5:
SHOPPING!!!
lunch
SHOPPING AGAIN!
spa & sauna for the girls & foot massage for the boys

day 6:
visit Tianjin (i have yet to find out what is this place.)
visit food street & culture street
then to Great Mosque
transfer to the snow resort

day 7:
SNOW SKIING!!
lunch at the snow resort
airport

day 8:
on the way home!

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shopping & skiing!
omg my cherryplums.
its really giving me the motivation to complete my marathon.
cos i'll be only 21.1k away from good super cold weather, great shopping, great mosques to visit, knowledge booms & skiing.
i cant wait!
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im so proud of myself!
ive got top 5 for madrasah! in fact, ive got 4th.
haha.. not bad.
i passed everything but Hadith tho.

Solat Tasbih - 49/50
Al-Quran - 45/50
Munakahat - 45/50
Tauhid - 31/50
Fiqeh - 61/100
Sirah - 31/50
Tasawwuf - 39/50
Tafsir - 31/50
Hadith - 18/50

the boy just sent me our route for tmr (: im excited for that for now. i got to prepare a healthy run-friendly breakfast for him tomorrow.
HIDAAYAAAAAHHHHH!
i told my mom im running with him at 6.30am tomorrow & she did not even flinched!
its good news!!!
or maybe she just gave up on me.
haha.
but whatever it is, im happy!

today was really fruitful (:
had our "almost-daily" run at the stad.
did long stretchings while waiting for the boy.
& we did more laps than we did last time. that's an achievement!
& i admit, my willpower is really at its lowest now.
baby helped pushed me abit by being my finishing line throughout every 100meter or so.
thanks. if it wasnt for you, i think i would have stopped after my mind told me my body was tired.
after that, i massaged him with my legs! hahah!
& he guided me in the dips & elevated pushups.
yeahh im a strong girl! haha
then we hopped into the pool for a long long refreshing swim.
yey (:
i dont know why but i was so hyped up in the pool as compared to the previous time i swam.
so we spent most of the time swimming.
im charred now. grunts. why cant i be glazed instead?
after that, had the boy's favourite chicken rice for brunch & went off to the army market to get marathon stuffs.
yeappp so got my things (im not happy with the price tho) & i wanted to accompany him to yck to book for his next lesson but mom called me already.
so called it a day & he sent me off.
sorry baby!
& seriously, i dont know why our dates were so fun yet simple.
i mean, the slightest things we do makes me happy.
now, everybody go "AAWWWWWWHH"
haha. good.


IM OFFICIALLY BROKE!
i bought another necklace online. heeee. oops.

& im really looking forward to monday. & tomorrow!
i'll be getting my madrasah results tmr. let's see if i get top5.
& about monday, im jogging from my house all they way to East Coast with the boy.
we'll just follow the river.
& we're starting as early at 6-ish? can you make it boo? take 1st bus k? lol. i'll make light breakie for you. & pack energy bars for you.
i cant wait!

ive always wondered how does it feel to spend QUALITY time with someone you love.
& i knw, ive been spending like eons with the boy since yr1.
but lately, ever since months before our promos, we've been cutting down chunks of our time together.
& thus, i got the taste of quality time.
& out with the boy junow was great!
we surprised the birthday girl at her house (: LOVE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!
gave her a hearty hug & passed her the cookie baked by yours truly (sounds so cheesy but its nice, i liiike)
thn we wanted to give damn vivo a visit but he ended up piggy backing me thruout the underpass & up the slope to ecp!
& we played a game of spito-pearls.
i lost 5-1 to him. but i really really had a helluva time laughing at my machine gun. (inside joke)
i love you lah, its been weeks since i really get to have a proper feel of you.
went MarinaSQ for dinner at PizzaHut.
ive been dieing to visit that branch cos aidah was telling me that the service was top notch & the everything was wow-ish.
okay-okay lah. definitely very much much better than the other so-called lower-class outlets.
i was laughing at the "salt" cos it looks like pepper & the waitress was like, "here's your salt maam"
whn i was done laughing, she came by again & placed a pepper grinder on our table.
okay. so that was really salt. haha.
baby's lasagne came with a bottle of tabasco.
i had a very bad past with tabasco. so i warned baby not to put so much on his lasagne altho i know how immune he is to hot food.
& he's still immune. HAHA. ive got nth more to say.
& did i mention, on top of the top-notch service catered, all that.. the service charge was a gazzilion times expensive?!
but worth it lah.
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omg. i really wanna share this with you guys.
within one morning, i got both embarrassed & angry with the members of the public.
firstly, i woke up wee morning just to go to the WET MARKET (without heels this time) alone to get my dry ingredients.
the uncle there calls me "anak jamel" (which means Jamel's child)
so he asked me "ye anak jamel, nak ape?"
& i said "two hundred & twenty five grams flour"
& he stared dumbfounded at me.
the makciks around me started chirping. omg.
one of them said, "anak2 sekarang ni dah maju, nak beli yang senang, jadi tak payah timbang-timbang lagi"
MALAS YOU MEAN. hmff.
another one chirped in "dua ratus dua puluh lima gram lah, fendi"
thn bla bla bla.. those makciks were staring at me as if questioning implicitly why am i speaking english at a wet market. HELLO. there's no rule which says, NO ENGLISH-SPEAKING ALLOWED.
in the end, the 225g of flour costs me only 20cents.
& nagged at miserable makciks which costs me my reputation as one of "anak jamel".
bah.
that was the embarrassment part.
the anger part came shortly after whn i ran to NTUC to get the rest of the semi-wet ingredients.
on the way back, i was walking down the travelator (cos its seemingly vacant except for this ahpek near the front)
since he's standing to the right, i walked past him by the left.
& right after i passed him, i heard an audible curse.
"fucking phillipino maid, cheebai"
i turned back immediately & stared at him.
& obviously, he was mistaken & i dont loook phillipino do i?! & he just looked away haughtily.
fucking china worker, cheebai.
damn it lah.
i was just comparing how dark i got within the time span of a year & someone hafta call me a FILLIPINO MAID.
just because im doing my groceries, doesnt mean im a maid.
& to think of it, im utmost certain that i did not even hit him with my plastics or hand or anything.
hit by air also must curse hah, uncle?
i was so angry at the moment cos he was so fucking rude.
but when walking back, i had a good laugh to myself especially when visited the neighbourhood cats. fluffy, tommy & i found a new oreo-look-alike kitten!
all of them were super adorable today.
talking abt cats, i saw one mama-cat near agnes' house today. i was so mesmerized by the bad combination of colours (must be the tabby) but still, the messy fur made the cat loook sooo adorable. i was sayanging her & telling isk how pretty she looks & when i turned back, i saw noone.
he left me talking to the cat alone!!!
i found him afterwards, laughing behind a beam.
i love you lah boy. thanks for today. i had a helluva fun (: after so long stuck in school.

say yummy!
















after the cool blue icing (:














sigh- the cookie didnt turned out nice to my taste tho my sibblings love it so much.
meeting the boy later to do my work.
i think i hafta still work on the icing. i dont like it. at all.
& its sad cos im making this especially for agnes' birthday.
blame myself for being so obsessed with the foodgers.
ive been visiting many foodgers these few days.
its just so pretty (:


oh btw, jack's coming back today.

im having a major migraine now.
i need my coffee!
okay, im a happy girl today cos i understood what is taught today (:
the tohtuck-bartley gossip session during our self-proclaimed lunch hour was fun&entertaining.
& i later learnt tt Mr.K got sacked cos he's already earning $10k.
freak. he doesnt even look like anyone earning $5k per month.

& there's a girl named julie in nigel's class!
saw her locker. her handwriting is so similar to mine & she was called julie kambeng!
isky whisky!!! you called me that before we got together.
during our late night till the early morning calls!
remember?
our similarities was so stunning.
so i asked nigie the most bimbotic qn: IS SHE PRETTY?
& then nigie started rambling about how julie was slow up there & practically a walking asian bimbo.
HAHA! im safe to say that personality wise, we're worlds apart.
cos im not a bimbo. RIGHT?!

Raj finished my whole tin of baby biscuits :( i need to top it up already.
& X came like 4pm?!
ahaha pro. my mind was already in standby-mode by 4.
9-4 is like 7hours back to back of lessons!
its too taxing for me.
im one with short attention span & a big appetite.
so keeping me caged in classes for 8-9 hours straight wont do me good.
& since this is our last econs class, mrs arul was KIND ENOUGH to drag our lesson close to 6pm.
so yes. that's 9hours.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
but i had a surprise while going home.
saw my darling warling hidayah yaya!!!!
okay, im sooo happy to see her.
& she's only one of my gfs. there's more to come.
tomorrow is my darling warling agnes madness's 18TH BIRTHDAY.
hooray.
im baking something for you girl. so dont eat so much with your boyfriend okay.



& i was browsing thru my photos & yeah, i know i got tanned.
but what bummed me is that i didnt realise how many shades darker i got.
here's a photo taken from 2005 & 2006 respectively.
it only took me a timespan of 1year to get THAT dark.
omgomgomgomgomgomg!

i looked so pale in 2005. no wonder Mr Raj called me fried chicken.
hahahaha.. & my face looks so retarded in the class photo.
i hate that sickening smile i made at the cameraman.

i am officially gonna be so late for class.
but im still eating my honeystars & refilling my Leibniz baby biscuits.
ooooooooh kay.
so i heard, julie did not do her maths hw ytd.
bah..i was too tired.
oh yah, judging from the previous post last night, y'all know i confessed.
about my missing (tercicir) phone.
knwing abt my pop's tendency to blow his head off when he hears the news, i was clever enough to write a script (yeah, laugh all you want).
the boy taught me to be calm & not to talk back, & mom told me to make the most KESIAN & regretful face i learnt from my drama class.
LOL.
yeah, so i went into pop's room & he said "yes? can i help you?"
i swear i can feel my heart racing with the bullet train, i tell ya. & i lost my train of thoughts about what to say to him. according to my well-prepared script that is..
so i got to the point.
"pa, i lost my hp" *makes sad face*
"what?! that's it. no more hp for you"
"im really sorry, it wasnt on purpose. it fell off my pocket whn i was in the bus, & my pocket was torn at the side. ooops"
"so what can i do now.. you lost the embassy's phone, & the embassy's sim card. i have no choice bt to tell you that you hafta pay it back. buy another phone to replace it. about the sim card, you can do nth abt it. what's done is done."

i mumbled my sorries & went out.
haiyo, tt was scary ok. but fast nonetheless.
sooooo. a part -time job for me.
i was thinking of working at either fish&co. or starbucks.
anyone knows how much baristas earn?
moma's repulsive about me working at fish&co. cos of the alcohol they sell.
& she's going on with the "subahat" & the "haram" things.
but my uncle's the manager of the bugis branch.
sooooooooooo....
hmmm.
anyone has any job offer?


okay. the cereal is making me feel like shitting.

I CONFESSED.










money tree anyone?

my day ended miserably.
enough said.
i need to think of a reason to tell my dad.
& the embassy.

yeah, a good always comes with a bad (thanks darls, for always reminding abt this)
the good part?
i bought a new pair of running shoes for only $69.90 tho the UP is $109.90.
so...yeah.
dont call or sms k.
the PERSON switched off my hp already. i really hope its the bus driver.
oh God.. please.

DO NOT SMS/CALL ME. I LOST MY HANDPHONE.
fuck.

finally met the boy. haha..went to our favourite hideout to do my work. he helped me alot, haha considering i forgot most of my AP/GP. there's still lots more to go. shall work on it tonight.

happy 21st mth darling boy. i'll save you from all the mushy-ness. ive already sent it to you anyways (:
went window-shopping junw & i saw the prettiest trenchcoat ever. i sooooo wanna get it. & yeah, my running shoes. will get that tomorrow i guess. oh wells, my sis did my nails for me today & its reaaaaally horrendous. i can cry just by looking at it. but im too lazy to clean it off. haha. serve me right.
& i ate so much today. yummy wrap, auntie ann's cinnamon & sugar pretzels & i bought more of those Leibniz's biscuit. its really really yummy. considering its meant for children. haha. anyways, i caught Henna lazing around in the morning after her sun bath.















now you see her....














& now BANG! she's down. (look at her tongue!)














tido mati..














she's trying to wink. so cute lah youuuuu.

saturday:
day's the best day. i woke up w/o being woken up by alarm/sms/calls/mother nagging/dad yelling. yeahh so that means, i had my 12hour sleep. & it feels great doesnt it? like for once, you dont have to lug yourself outta the beg, drag your heavy body into the shower & then turning the heat to full blast (hot/cold) to wake urself up. being refreshed is a good way. especially when you're in for a major shopping spree. went with my parents to get our winter clothes. we hadta drive from one place to another to get pieces of it. yeah.. so im happy with my shopping. mom, kak yuni & me got the same wind-breaker (that thick kind), i got myself a new beanie, a new pair of winter gloves & a new shawl. despite mom nagging at me to reuse my old items. haha. i bought leggings & those pyjamas kind of clothes & cute ear mufflers! its hot pink btw. lol. those said, burnt like nearly $300 from my pocket. i nearly choked in shock.

& i was happy to see my dad again. after not being able to see him 3 weeks now. his work had been taking a toll of him. so now, the president's back to US, i can finally spend some time with him. gahhh. welcome home, dad.

im going out with kak yuni to shop somemore later on. im still considering. haha..my cash flow is obviously thinning. i wanna get that top from topshop & those kitty heels & yes, my running shoes! oh dear.
& somehow, it felt funny how this is the 1st holiday im going without my little sister. gonna miss her like mad. she's gonna be in HongKong Disneyland performing when we're in China. haha.. so near. but yeah. she'll have fun, definitely.
& we wont be in Singapore to celebrate Henna's 9th birthday! that poor girl's in the pet hotel celebrating her birthday alone. i'll make sure they make sth special for her.

& the boy's at Bird Park now. okay, i miss him.
tomorrow booboo, tomorrow.

chatting with syidah brought back alot of wonderful memories.
like of my pets, in this case.
thinking back, ive got a GRAND TOTAL of 22 animals tt lived with me.
listed in chronological order:

• 1 jet black cat named Sagiyantora (abandoned)
• 3 goldfishes & many little fishes & guppies (died)
• another 3 new goldfishes of a different breed (died)
• 1 Arowanna nameless (sold)
• 2 albino rabbits named Babs & Bunny (died)
• 5 kois nameless but i named one MaMa Fish (the biggest) (sold)
• 2 cats (Persian & Siamese) named Bilu & Henna (persian died)
• 3 bunnies named Cocoa, Chloe & Choohoo (gave away)
• 2 Hamsters named Cookies & Cream (died)
  

moma's the best. i was complaining to her about how mr raj called me in the middle of my self-shopping hour & scolded me for not attending maths lesson ytd morn. "eh dey, why put urself in trouble, girrrrrl"
what fuck is that?!
the damn school is so fucking biased & gave us some fucking skrewed time table & expect us to know when & where to go for our lessons?! & the fucktarts in ttc get all the right princessy treatments. PUIIIIIII!
here's what they wrote in our SHIT of paper:

Note: Maths M9233 students: 1.00pm - 5 pm for all days except 16 & 21 Nov 2006


& when the actual fact that the lessons are from 9-12pm.
& we're having econs lessons from 12-5pm.
eat that! you expect me & raj to be in maths & econs at the same time?! im not Hermoine & our principal is not even anywhere near Prof Dumbledore. & i do not have the time-turner.
and like i said, moma's the best. she's the best person to complain to cos she writes the best complain letters. haha!

but i do really salute the school for putting up with this bunch of "failures" & asking us to "take this opportunity to do good our failures". but at least put in ABIT more effort in organizing a clearer time table for us. you cannot just assume we knw everything. now look what happened. because of that, me & raj lost a total of 3 hours of Maths. & you still want to scold us?! we're not a bunch of hooligans who are dieing to skip lessons. trust me. at least i know im not. i take this lessons seriously & i really want to do good my failures. its just that you cannot assume that its always the students fault when they dont appear for lessons. yes, blame the bus, blame the weather these days, but sometimes the teachers are not really ready to accept their mistakes. what, just because we're only sitting for our A's & you already did that donkey years ago, had your degree, masters, doctorate whatever. the most you can do for us is just dont assume. it really annoys me. i nearly screamed at Mr Raj just now. but cos i was in a public area i did not. if i was in my room, i would have complained to him the whole thing. sigh.

anws, waking up today was a huge torture. i spent the whole night doing my hw & slept only at 3 having only to wake up 3 hrs later to rush to school. grrr. ended at 1-ish today & yah, like what i expected. horrible planning. so no outing. sigh. ive nth to say.
went off with lyn, sandra & edith..& oooh, did i mention, ruberaj is the best person to gossip with. hahaa.went to shop alone aft that. bought 3 mags & alot of tidbits for tomorrow. eyed a couple of nice tops. will go shopping with they boy soon. i dont know abt the girls.
& what's wrong with me?! im so "anti-girls" now. like, urgh. nvm. ive got tonnes to do.
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PHOTOS MANIA
sorry for the delay tho. wasnt in the "uploading" mood. gaahhh. havent been posting much photos so here's a sudden surge of eye-relaxers.not in order tho. im not paid to do that. so now stop bugging me for photos.

the box of chocolates PQ gave aft OP (:

future Mak Andams, future Gothic pengantin & the future cameragirl for photoshoots.

this is what's left of the yummilicious chocolates.

sorry eh, datin punyer camera black&white jer. LOL.

the epitome of cuteness! i love his baby nose (:

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Now, they're promoting Maybelline Clear Smooth 2-way foundation


Fad's promoting my new Maybelline Unstoppable Mascara

& Hidayah is promoting how to dream about learning how to make cookies by chucking the cookie mix in..............................

..............her pre-war zone moat. lol.

& my cat's sucha darling. look at that!

i like the way she "keeps" her paws, damn cute

okay goodnight.

im currently stuck doing my DRQ homework & my cramps are killing me.
ive got tonnes of work to do during this hols & my grp members are bugging me to do pw.
i feel like just giving up on that damn subject. but i'd rather die the fast than to let PW kill me slowly.

suppose to go out with the girls tmr. im still deciding tho. ive got tonnes to do! i feel like crying sometimes cos im so fickle minded. everyone else is enjoying & coming up with plans & everything. i felt abit left out sometimes. like they made plans amongst them only & forgot about me & when they asked me out, its always clashing with my lessons. it kills me to say this, but ive been feeling so down today thinking about it. sigh, is it that they purposely left me out because im so busy? or they din even bother to ask for my schedule & plan how they like & go on with their outing even if im not around. ah, whatever. i dont feel like talking about these planning shit anymore.
ytd's (tentatively tues) raya outing was disastrous & i cant help feeling disappointed. i wont say i wasted the day when i can stay at home to do my work. but i cant be selfish with my time. maybe they just dont understand my position. i mean, all of them are promoted & yah... "enjoying their freedom" now what. fuck why am i stuck like this?!
my dad's been nagging at me about my results and all the fucktarts. urgh. its so difficult to even make plans with my boyfriend..its beyond annoyance and .... and....... ahhhhhh..
its only day ONE of lessons & im feeling like fuck. wth is this? then how am i gna survive this whole holiday feeling like a fucktart. ive got my assignments to do & everyone is bugging me to go out!!!! fuck lah. understand for once can. this time only. its now or never okay. im already so tired, having schools from 9-5 everyday without any break in between & with clashing lessons. it is nerve-wrenching to be in my position. & guess what. im all alone in this now. this is my fucking problem not yours. its in me that i did not put in the extra 23712896432% into my exams. its too late to cry for sympathy. i cried because im really disappointed in myself. i let down my parents and myself. my friends are obviously not affected by my results. whether i fail or pass, if they pass, they pass. period. what's more to say.
letting out all this isnt really getting me anywhere. im getting more disappointed & upset the more i dwell on it. so there. im not going out with you girls tmr. just enjoy okaaaaaay. fuck.





























on a speckled lighter note, caught Little Man (i know, this movie is sooooo yesterday) & STEP UP over at hidayah's aft our "raya". step up is a total gaga. im so gna teach my bf to dance like Channing Tatum. okay, so i heard my bf knows how to salsa. hahaa.. but he does the death drop on me like umpteen times & im never gonna get sick of it cos after the death drops when he pulls me back up, i get a little pursey surprise! (yeah, guess it).

pls switch the girl to me. back off Jenna Dewan, you mouldy armpit woman. Channing baby is MINE! *evil cackles*

swoons at the muscles.
okay, at least thinking about dancing makes me feel a lil light.

[».sQuiRmiE.«] says (8:57 PM):
why do i always end up having girlfriends with a shameless face..
`* [juliee] - ♥ - read my lips says (8:57 PM):
LOL
`* [juliee] - ♥ - read my lips says (8:57 PM):
what shameless.. im just thankful
`* [juliee] - ♥ - read my lips says (8:57 PM):
so i sat there & say my prayers in mouthfuls

above's just a snippet of me & my gf's convo about chocolate fondue (yummy!)
oh, mum & sis went shopping for winter clothes for this dec.
im really doubtful about their "adventure" because theyre gna get winter clothes from Mustafa. of all shopping places. yeah, its cheap & yada yada... but Mustafa?!

ahh.. nvm. anws, dad's sending Henna to a pet hotel during our holiday.
when i told her that, i cant help but to hug her so tight because she's my darling baby.. how can i leave her at some pet hotel & let other ppl take care of her. she needs her smelly melly thingamajiks to sleep. wait a minute, i SHOULD be glad there's someone taking care of her. sigh. im just worried about her.

its really annoying when you strain yourself to wake up at 5, only to snooze all the way to 6 & then rush to bathe, iron your super clean, freshly scrubbed uniform & pack you things cos you need to meet your bf by 7 latest & run, then get to school by 8 for GP(!!!!!), only to find that you're late to meet your bf for the run, & did pathetic rounds & some PT & then rushed to school, forcing your bf to send you eventho he insist on having take-away McDs & then when you FINALLY reach the school, the teacher handed you a piece of paper fullstop

& THAT'S IT.
that's it!
that's it!!!!!
she can just post it up on MI link or sth righttttttt.
wah. tt's beyond annoyance.
so now i have 2 choices.

(1) go home & sleep & do my research & essay later
OR
(2) be stuck in the empty complab2 to finish my research & meet the boy later to apologize for me being selfish

i choose (2). i can do my essay later. but i MUST do my research now cos i know me, a major procrastinator. (for example, now! im suppose to be setting off for my research but noooooo i choose to hagger abit & do a lil blogging/whining/complaining/lamenting). yada yada yada

& oh, people, if you havent gotten back you whatever subject files, please do so. they're gonna throw all the things in school soon (yes, including your files). so far, me & raj spotted agnes' files, raudah's, kanthan's, rose's court shoes (its with me darling), alvin's soccer shoes, alex's shorts (no idea why its in our class), a pair of uniform, 2 fb balls, many other miscellaneous items.

sigh.
these 2 years had been fast.
now we're leaving the old run-down school behind for a new building.
i know, i hated the sight of this school when i got there during the PAE times. haha. i complained about the toilets, about the chairs, tables, CANTEEEN! ahaha, practically almost everything. but i learnt that this humble building taught us alot. besides being humble, its size allows us to be more united. we know/recognise nearly everyone in the school. that's nice. i like that. that feeling of belonging. hmmmmmm. i'll miss the thinking cove too. where the original WFAC used to hang out when we skipped lectures & tutorials (we practically skipped school). haha. that was our stress-free times.
omg, im gna miss this school so much. the piano in the audi, where i learnt alot of new songs. thanks to fil (i miss this big guy), & my siamese pianist, ROSE! (i'll miss this darling too). remember we made our own clown song? the one with the birds? hahaa.. we cant stop laughing at it. & we used to compete with each other who has the fastest fingers. & we played the piano in the dark somemore. haha..

i'll miss the gym too. both levels. my locker (im clearing out all the things soon). the one i shared with the boy & he tore out our photos i sticked on the door when we fought the other time. i got so mad i refused to share the locker with him. yeah. locker #181.

all those sentimental value in the school. i hope the bartleyians will cherish. i know i will. what about you?

changed the song in my blog. got a lil tired of the previous.
anws, IM FINALLY FREE FROM PW!
goodbye malay, goodbye pw
hello world!
cant be too elated just because of that but my elation was mainly due to the exceptional performance of my whole group. & of course, the box of chocolates peiqi gave me.
im saving it for one piece per day.
there's 9 different pieces. oh, heavens! what a mouthfull.
anws, to "celebrate" the mark of my "freedom" me & the boy had dinner at pizza hut & a gooooood long chat. & then we wandered off into kovan's pte estates & ended up at hg, aft walking for 3km
______________________
went for a swim with the boy today.
so there goes my WISH to get fairer
& its unfair that the boy's still fairer than me
& he has this mentality that tanned girl(s) is/are sexy.
hahaa.. whatever la ehh.
sent him for his syarahan & i cant go in cos i wasnt in the proper attire (ooops)
so decided to walk around despite him telling me to wait at the coffee shop.
but i did a u-turn cos i was afraid i'll get lost
met the boy whn i reached the coffeeshop cos he said that there wasnt anyone in the hall
so off to town we went to get my bag!
yey (:
walked around, saw really cheap accessories & belts.
went sim lim aft that to accompany the boy for his shopping trip
then to bugis to eat but i lost my appetite after having 3 scoops.
wasted like 5bucks lah.
annoying.
should have just bought chicken rice.
he sent me home after that.
had an hour-long bath after that & soaked my aching feet (from all the walking & the boy accidentally kicked me in the pool earlier) for another 15mins.
mom made me hot chocolate & i was wrapped warmly while Didi blow dry my hair.
so warmmmmmmm & fuzzy.
mmmmhmmmmmm
syasya helped me make potato salad for dinner (:
& oh,
was very pissy whn i reached home cos my birkies was drowning, my jeans were soaked & my bag decided to run its GREEN-ness on my WHITE top when my umbrella decided to leak on me.
major annoyance.
help dad dye his hair & used the remaining on my hair
i better stop spoiling my hair.
i washed my hair a total of 4 times today.
OH NO!
plus the bleaching from the pool, the acid from the rain, the heat from the hair dryer, the left over dye.
spells horror.
updated the calendar girls, look at it first before booking me okay?

my body refused to be pushed further.
so im slping now. did everything that i cld til close to 5am junow.
& stayed in skl til 6.
i want to sleeeeep
& AGNES! what makes you think i went town @ midnight?
lol. funny girl.
OP's tmr.
did i say tmr?
omg.
i need lotsa hugs tmr okay?


SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

ALRIGHT.
ive had enough.
im going to bed. NOW.
altho im the least bit tired/sleepy/groggy.
surprising tho cos it's been more than 2 wks since i had my last coffee.
now i need chocolates badly.

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!
lovelove♥

wah, i hate rude people.
especially when they interupt people's telephone calls.
annoying.
point stated. GRUNTS.
i really envy those who had their OPs done with.
& ive yet to swim in the pool of anxiety & sweaty palms. (oh the horror)
talking about swimming, i havent swim for a looong looooong time.
nearly 1month.
oh dear, that explains the flab.
on a lighter note, my girlfriend smsed me at midnight-ish asking me out on a date
& so, went town, searching for her HOT PINK SLING.
yey, & i picked out the nicest of the nicest HOT PINK SLING.
horray to me!
she passed me 2 undead flowers (adorably cute) , a packet of azul's (her bro) brownie & gummie worms!
so sweet.
i love her.
soo we talked, gossiped, & those yummy girl things.
& met sani hussein at cahaya & his daugther (sooooo cute because she's like only 2+ with curly hair & walks around aimlessly in the restaurant & goes, EH when she bumped into someone )
& there's this PRETTY lady, who came in, dragged a chair & sat with sani hussein straight smack in the middle of the aisle for the opening/exit of the restaurant.
so, me & love bitched about her. lol.
happily
yum!

& i was angry with my cat for 2 days already. cos she vomitted fur ball all over my new comforter.
i scolded her & she made that kesian face, & it made me smile silly! very annoying
oh gosh, i cant simply be angry with her for that.
& today, when i came home from my date with love, she was at the door. i ignored her & walked all ard the house & she tagged me.
i kept on turning back & she sat down almost instantly as if she's been dragging her butt following me.
so i said, "HENNA! I DONT FRIEND YOU ANYMORE" & made monkey faces at my cat.
then she walked off.
lol. attitude cat.
& while i was at moma's room, she came up to me & still snuggled with me despite me, constantly chanting, "i dont friend you"
she's just too adorable!

okay, i was browsing thru the photos in MI link & came across the photos from X-ctry & RHD. the photographer din get a good shot of me, so i labelled the photos. HAH. the red dot is just a red dot.























































that ever so annoying BARKER BOY. he's the only person i never wanted to know during OBS.













MUZZIE!the one with #76 tag btw, not the extra guy.













& i forgot to put up our peagent photo. edited by Queen Amy Yaya














so yey. that's it. was pretty bored. day went horridly. had major tummyache & spent the whole day bumming. me & filzah not planning to go madrasah til the day comes for us to take back our results. lalalalaa.

alright, due to my tardiness yesternight, i fell asleep when revising my peribahasa.
so today's THE most anticipated DAY.
lucky i wasnt late for the paper, but late for bfast instead
this is the 3rd consecutive day i had bfast at McDs. major whole in the pocket, considering dad havent gave my allowance for this week.
paper wasnt so bad btw. pretty manageable.
im surprised.
altho my paper one is abit screwed. (maybe a little out of point too)
but all in all, it was ALRIGHT.
so now, my first A level paper is down.
not that scary as i thought huh.
was stiffling my giggle at the main invigilator:
him: you have one hours and thirty minutes for your paper
went for PW after our paper but nth much to be done, we're confident already.
sent the boy off for his prayers while i ran some errands
picked him up & went to meet sherwin
then off to tpy cos the boy's jealous i got a 2.50 chicken rice ytd
so i had chicken rice again today
met fad & her girls
& kept on bumping into her again
so we watched the stomp performance
then the boy sent me home.
ended day well.


&& i cannot believe, i repeat, CANNOT BELIEVE i forgot what's the meaning of LEMBU DOGOL!!
the real meaning: orang yang penakut dan hanya cakap besar sahaja
my answer: orang yang cakap banyak tapi penakut


there goes my full 4marks. grr.

been quite sick these few days so yah, that explains my tardiness.
coming to school was such a waste today.
i slept in the SC room, the class, & in TP library.
that's how unwell i was.
& tomorrow's THE DAY.
help?
i think my malay's pretty okay so i should stop worrying yah?
well, did my updates & finally got the time to see the route for the marathon.
it is FREAKING long i tell you.
i regretted signing up for 21 click that very instant i saw the simulant.
was friendster hopping (kill me anyone, tmr's my paper) & i came across this malaysian singer's page. she sang a song about me!
beams-
the title's Juli Doremi
retarded title, but when she said 'juli', it really sounded nice. like it rolled out superbly on her tongue.
hahha.
brushed my bottle today (hah, so random!)
yesternight was hell, with me suffocating in the middle of the night.
at 0046hr to be precise.
the congestion was killing me.
so i went down to my parents room (while still holding on to dogol) & woke moma up.
dad woke up too & asked me why
so i just slumped at the corner of their bed & told them i cant breathe
mom massaged my chest & speculated that i drank too much "air oren"
okay, majority of the houses i asked for plain water
she brought me outside & rubbed some massaging oil on me to help me breathe better
she also prepared my new sleeping place (the sofa) & placed the huge cushions so that i can sleep while sitting, which is uncomfy
but i sttill dozed off after the congestion eased away
mom slept on the floor, accompanying me
i felt a little bad for her lah.
like, im 18 & i still need to wake mom up in the middle of the night.
at least i was reassured that she still cares for me.

alright, im going back to memorise memorise memorise & practise practise practise for the last time.
& then, i can forget about malay!