it was really really exciting lah today.
i couldnt disagree any less.
i'll only post up A FEW favourite pictures.
other than that, you girls should ask from me.
you know where to get me.
the trail was exciting, full of whinings, cheers, jeers, complaints, smiles, laughters, jokes, TEACHER THIS TEACHER THAT, TEACHER WHY THEY CAN DO THAT? TEACHER WHY THEY CAN GO THERE?!, & worse still, they called me.............

havent been eating properly woah.
yesterday's dinner:
+ 2 fresh rasberries
+ ice cream for dinner
today's breakfast:
5 fresh rasberries
+ a packet of M&Ms
+ Mcds hot cakes with tonnes of maple syrup & margarine
+ sausage mcmuffin
+ harshbrowns
today's lunch:
+ sweetened popcorns
+ OCK fishballs
tonight's dinner:
+ fresh fruit tarts
+ chicken porridge with tonnes of chicken chunks.
+ & more ice cream!!!
+ & some nuts.

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say no evil, see no evil, that monkey's really evil.









momma's angels. the devil's at work.









MUKER BUROK SEH!!!


















didi says RAAARRRR with 2 spongebob-like teeth.









momma (:









momma's hyper yummy fruit tart









pouts









advertising for momma's yummscious fruit tarts.
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today was rather eventful (:
went KKH for my appointment & my gynae put me on another dose again. did the routines yada yada yada..
had Mcd bfast with momma & we talked about getting pregnant. LOL. daughter & momma talks. i missed that.
went PS & waited for booboo to come. watched XMEN & it was really really really nice!!
grabbed a couple of good sales.
dragged boo to shop wimme.. he sent me home & all. sweeet la.. im gonna miss him for the 5 days. but 5 days only rite?
yah.

after reading rose's blog, i was tremendously moved by her thoughts. & she really INDUCED me to look back & reminisce on my life. i think that i should be grateful about my life. how my parents brought me up as a spoilt & pampered kid. NOT. in fact, i felt really horrible when i got to pre-u when i got to know that all of my friends are more matured than me, MENTALLY & EMOTIONALLY. & looking back in my life, ive really grown alot. & many people helped me along the way. many people left too, but alot more came into my life. the ones who stayed, stayed stronger. especially aidah. we've been through alot. & i thank you for going thru with me. thru thick & thin. & my boyfriend who were there everytime i needed someone to be there. & remained translucent even if i told him i dont need him. but deep inside, i think he knows. that boy. taught me the whole world. including history. & altho i truly detest history, somehow, he made it sound a lil more interesting. no more than that. but i still detest it. HEH. & he's like there to make me try out sth new. & i made him try alot of new things. like going sentosa without his family. LOL. & fashion & trends & the IN THING. we're a total opposite but opposites attract.
why am i being so emo-ish & thinking about all these?
oh gosh.
i hate that nightmare i had.
he died.
cos someone shot him.
& people kept on asking me to move on.
& i guess i couldnt.
cos im still attached to him. attached to a dead person.
i felt so down after that.
my mind was warped with those thought of suddenly losing the people i love & couldnt do anything to save them. i feel surpressed.
but its just a nightmare.
i cried it though & im fine with it.

YEY.
went for a run with booboo before lessons today. i was early ok. & the soccer coach checked me out. LOL. he's nigger. but suave! oh nvm. his soccer girls looked kinda frail tho. all of them were staring at me when i was doing my stretching. & apparently they were waiting for noone lah. they only got to their routine after booboo came. ACK! talking about manners! stamina sucks like balls so im going for more runs this month. & swims too. yey. i hate my tanlines this time round cos i look like an alien. HAHA! went over to booboo's place to erm, cook & SIMS2. i think im growing less fond of it but my sims just got married & his wife, which he stole from someone else, is pregnant. & he also has a gay partner whom he just made out with & he has another girlfriend from work. i love making life complicated!
oh cooked cream of chicken for booboo while i enjoyed my torturously hot tomyam koka. then we went out.
clementi.
to meet his dealer.
sold his hp for $27 only. besides, it was a VERY old hp lah. so nvm. & the person is like so fickle minded. aiyo. went toa payoh to eat then slept our way thru to SRJC & went back home. lol.
ACK.

ytd was fun lahh..
but tiring..
me, booboo & fark was in a team & UNFORTUNATELY we got the killer trail.
we walked from one end to another end, & back to the other end.
like wth...
& only allowed 2 bus rides..
other than that, it was fun..
im really looking forward to working with the p5 kids!
RARRR..
i have to find barbie dolls for isk's niece.. its that lil princess' birthday today (:

drunken from euphoria









look at how messy hidayah eats.










just LOOK AT THAT!










feeling the heat? Ben & Jerry's is here to save. ack. lame..









the 6 of us (:









Hidayah's pretty boy.

HOTWHEELS!!! i miss playing with them :(









samer seh muker. burok!












booboo's new goggles (:


















ugly creature. ack!









jiemin, lok mei, julie & mosquito!









my blistered filled soul.









i dont know why i took this. but it doeslook HUMPY.









let the men do the work. woman command from behind.

i accidentally broke my sis's bottle of perfume the other day.
so the room reeks of the too-much-too-sweet smell.
random guilt-relieving session. HAAH.
hmmm..
i seriously need to stop being impulsive.
especially on food & clothes.
RAAARRR.
spent too much already lah :(
anyways, salsa-ing on the 12 & 13th.
wheee.. watched too much SYTYCD.
totally addictive.
& will be Sentosa-ing this sat & next. yahooo!!

ive just got snaps from Australia of my new baby cousin.



























YUP. the ultra adorable Nurul Umaiya (: will be calling her Maya.
cuteness!

i am not prepared.










BUT











i dont care.
swimming on weds.
lovelove.
cant wait honey.









AGNES, i want to kiss you more.
smucksmucks.
Mr Raj really rocks man (:
sucha great man.
& boo got teased by the grls for being the SCIENCE REP.
cos of his new specs.
dont listen to them k baby.
you look fab in your goggles. oops. i mean, specs.
notice that super enlarged three letter word?
heeee.
& OMG. i am getting fatter.
fat fat faaatttt!!
i saw my tighs. its getting more "mampat"

its 11.53pm & im feeling so excited for no frickin reason!!!!!!!
hahaa.. maybe cos i just got to download a couple good songs & im blasting it into my ears!!!!!
-screams-
i feel so shagged to my bones!!!!!
i went religious class for nothing cos i was sleeping since 1.30+ to 3.30
i came in late & yet still slept in class.
i was so tired!
& Green is happily swimming around in its new home.
i cant trust didi with a pet. YET!
cos he's always torturing Green.
that poor fella was turned shell side down in the tank while didi was giggling at how silly it looked flapping its flippers to turn itself around.
evil brother.
Henna is another evil creature.
i let Green go for a walk around the house [dont ask me why i did that] & she just came & PLAYED SOCCER!!! oh dear..
anyways, i simply love warm hugs.
haha. such random things.
but theyre really warm & lovely.
went millennia walk with boo to do our tutorials.
& i ate again.
initially i din want to cos ive eaten before going out to meet him but it looked SO TEMPTING!!!!
so i ate. again. a whole meal.
OMG. no wonder the digit!!!

on the way to tohtuck at 8am.morning faces.










Alvin's crop circles VS julie's professional touch. acks.










you know who.










pretty boy, me & my wife!










Mr Heikal's new electric guitar











poor Green...










trying to be artistic lah huh...











things in my bag.
1. my hair spray
2. full cream milk, 1litre
3. my Fendi purse
4. my tiara
5. Green's food
6. my girl purse
7. make up bag: mascara, foundation, loose powder, lip colour, eyeliner, eyelash curler, tissues, cotton balls, make up remover
8. file with paper work

im so proud of everybody.
a job well done y'all
i swear my legs are gonna fall off from standing from 8am to 2pm.
it's so sore now..
i was thirsty & hungry & i have $40 to spend.
but i spent all lah.
i bought a terrapin for didi
i named it GREEN for obvious reasons.









& I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ROSMAINY!!!!
i love your blender more (:
i bought like tonnes of food after that for my family
they couldnt come so i bought sth home.
& Mr Azlan's Mee Rebus stall cheated me.
boooos.
& my darling wife came! yey
basically my whole extending family was there except for baby & ahgong.
i din take much photos cos i din have time.
& i found out a hidden talent within me!
beams.
let's see how many calories i consumed within a day.
i had.....

• chocolate fondue
• cheesedogs
• burger ramly
• mee rebus
• shepard's pie

well, that's not much lah. basically junk.

• double balloons with glitters
• terrapin with food

initially i wanted to buy my lil brother a LOBSTER or a CRAB. they look really cute lahh but considering their sharp pincers, i'd rather not risk it. so bought him an adorably innocent terrapin. but the service is HORRIBLE! aiyo. & i din get to go to Amirul's Horror House. heard its good.. oh wells..

snaps will be up later lah oke.

& another good news.

THE HOSPITAL REPORT CAME BACK!!!!!!!!!
omg my hands were shaking when i opened the envelope.
my blood test is really good.
so it means that im really recuperating well & i can get back to sports.
my Hb is 14 now. double of that before hospitilization.
i really salute the people who donated blood.
although i tried three times & got rejected thrice.
that person saved my life.

oh what a way to end my day:

-it rained.
-we caught The DaVinci Code on its first day of showing.
-Eng Wah Cinemas totally suck balls.
-but the show should go a notch up to M18 & show alot more scenes.
-NC 16 is killing the movie.
-we din have lunch nor dinner together.
-i got electricuted.

the last point was horrendous. i thought i was gna die. i swear like 239261491286410kW passed thru me at that point. my whole left arm was immobilized. i was scared shit lah. but the tingly sensation eased off after like 2mins.. i can feel my tips alr. but the experience was electrifying. haha. all because i did something silly. i tried plugging in the dark. obviously i used my fingers to grope around for the holes & all & viola! i found it only after i got electricuted. & my fingers werent even WET.

i have never, i repeat, NEVER!! been so pissed til i cried in my entire life before.
this is the first time, & of all days, TODAY!
& i lost one whole day of lessons just like that. you know how mad i am? i was literally flaring my nostrils at the doctor for telling me that she DONT DO THE CHECK UP after askin me to wait for 3 bloody fucking hours. & then, simply tell me to wait some more. i was really fuming up & i just wanted to cry there. they really wasted my time & effort. i learnt my lesson. money is not worth the wait. the service is lousy. the stupid guy dont even know what is MILENNIA INSTITUTE & wanted to charge me more for being in a PRIVATE SCHOOL. fuck it lah. its a government skl. early in the morning want to find fault with me. he was the first one to make me pissed. i was slamming my ic & student pass at him la. & shouting through the ridiculously small mouthpiece. GOVERNMENT SCHOOOOOL!!!!!!! urgh. why wont they allow their staff to update themselves of current advances in singapore? especially schools. more skls are emerging & merging. learn it damn it.
waiting is a norm for me. you wait for everything in the world. but 3 hours of empty waiting is SOMETHING. i was so relieved initally when i saw my no. flashed on the screen. like finally. i read 2 FEMALE mags & 1 SEVENTEEN mag. word for word. every single caption while waiting. & im in the room for barely TWO FUCKING MINUTES?!?!!!!!!! just for a check up! & your clever ingenius answer:
"oh, i dont do check up here. pls wait outside"
& i was being dragged to another waiting area & i hafta wait for my no. to flash agn. & its only. 2107. mine is 2225. i sat there & cried. loser. julie's sucha loser.
hell yeah. i was so angry. i went there in the morning so that i can go TOH TUCK TO SET UP THE STALLS. i have so many things to do. mr az smsed me telling me to prioritise OBS. & so i did. over my studies. & i regretted it. i really do. i missed one whole day of lessons for nothing. that's why im so angry. i barged to that room & just open it without knocking. & demanded that i should be next. [its childish i know. but my mom insisted i act childish. since im still skling] & the doctor said:
"we cant just put u next. there's alot of ppl before you"
it makes perfect sense i know.
but desperate times calls for desperate measures.
i wanted to reach skl on time, just before they're dismissed so tt i can brief the ppl on what to do in tohtuck! if not they;ll just stand there & rot.
the stupid doc insisted that i wait longer or come in the afternoon or other days.
that was it.
i was choking on my tears alr. i feel like pulling his hair, altho he has none. I CAME IN THE MORNING BECAUSE I CANT MAKE IT IN THE AFTERNOON! & ANY OTHER DAYS I AM NOT FREE. THE THING IS DUE ON MONDAY! & I HAVE SCHOOL NOW! WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM? A HOUSEWIFE!??!?!?!!!!
i was cursing & swearing in my heart.
but the only thing that came out through choked throat is:
FORGET IT. GIMME BACK MY FORM. SUCHA LOUSY SERVICE.
slams door.
if you think i felt much better, you're wrong.
i walked out of the poly without paying anything & went back home.
i think i just wasted half my life fuming abt it.
im still angry.
GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.










on a hyperlighter note, today's the fifteenth (:
& also the birth of my VERY VERY NEW COUSIN!
welcome to the family Nurul Umaya(:
my aunt gave birth to her at 4am today.
190506.
quickly come back to singapore.
im saving up to visit my new cousin in australia.
& up til now, the savings bank has only $3.52
stagnant.



"every good comes with a bad"
i'll remember that for life.

i can finally B L O G.
poor comp crashed.
cos why?
cos i played too much SIMS2.
not fair!
oh anyways.
nothing much to blog lah.
im so bored waiting for HTP & oh i received the saddest news this morning:(
Mr Caesar passed away ytd.
the band members were so distraught since morning.
i mean, i would too.. only if im close to a great man like himself.
innalillah
but every bad comes with a good & every good comes with a bad.
he always said that to me (:
we've got a new coach.
our third so far.
AMIR HAMZAH, GARY & NOW...
JILL.
pro national coach & no.7 in the world in floorball.
heard she's pretty (:
wont let booboo join fb then.
HAHAH!
went over to Princess Elizabeth primary for meeting junow
i sat in the darn bus for more than 1 hour....
so im in charge of the lost civilization (:
i doubt its gna be anything but fun.
history is boredom.
but to top things up, its in Sentosa (:
& we're bossing a buncha 11 year olds.
so how fun can that be?


i made Rachel cry ytd
hugs
so sorry rachy
i din mean to ask you to shut up like that.
i mean, everyone is under alot of stress right now
especially when the date is drawing nearer...
& seems that time is moving way too fast for us.
oh wells.. waaaay before that, my darling wife came over!
to pass the photo printer
& she passed me loads of sweets & illegal items from across the causeway.
-smirks
& miss ang gave me a lil gift
i din meet her after skl tho
i totally forgot.
was too engrossed with the carnival.
oh my.
the girls came over to my place to try it out.
fad's the nicest (: damn choclatey.










bimbo bunnies. aharkhz. i look so chubby omg.
& hidayah bought a WEDDING BAND!
she tought its meant for the HEAD!!!
omg omg.










the apple strudel my lil sis made (: yummy!!

MY HAIR!
oh wells.. im so proud of myself.
3 down more to go.
i spent my whole saturday at home (:
first time in many many months yah..
bummed infront of the comp playing my ass off.
& i din touch any tutorials. whooops...
din go out to eat for mama's day cos daddy cant make it :(
oh nvm..
& its been eons since ive pampered myself & im glad i managed to squeeze some time for a hot bath, feet soak, & mud mask with cucumber. my dark circles are like getting darker.
with a good book & hot chocolate, i bummed around again. hahaa
& mama gave me a full body massage!!
i really love ytd.
& yey today too..
i have this feeling that i'll enjoy today cos im meeting isk (:
i see him everyday, i know.
but school is school & personal time is personal time.
its different fyi.
sometimes i do miss him although we're in the same school, same class, same tuition class & sitting RIGHT BESIDE EACH OTHER!
ive never fought temptations this bad.
when i see him sleeping on the table or sth, i just wanted to lean over & give me a tight hug.
but i cant.
cos we're like sitting right infront.
:(
but its oke. there's always weekends & afterschool time. so yah
im not missing out alot on love.












{Hold on its tragic, stumbling through all this static}

i miss him.
been less than 2 days only.

an exclusive photo of yesterdays....


















my boyfriend kissed another guy. OH NO!
you guys should have seen Amirul's pout.
sexier than any other girls ive seen.













our kachings! from top: isk's, hidayah's, mine & fad's.










breakfast of yesterday (: hotcakes with lotsa margarine. 2 more packs were added after the shot for enhancement. LOL.


















went out to shop with my "aunt" lol
retail therapy (:
photos taken in changing rooms.









yummy marshmellows with nutella & rainbow bubbles!
my breakfast for today (:

ahhhhh just got back. so darn tired.
i got into the finals for 100m ladies lah!
aiyo!
i really din expect me, juliza... to even qualify for the finals.
but i got SECOND!!!
heee..
but they cancelled the Parluff cos of the heavy downpour.
hmff.

i was reading this bk at the Children's Section.
it's by LeAnn Rimes!!

before the meet (: slacking at the children's section was FUN!

i drew Mr Smile on my knee! we were having fun with the paint (: & alvin drew a "DRAGON" on my arm. & Rose, with her 3 stripes.

pictures to let your imaginations run wild.
or at least lah.


went out with Amirul, Hidayah, Fad, booboo & me (: