had a surprise of the year. no, make that the LAST surprise of the year. my girlfriend called & talked tonnes-full of junks. filled her up with gossips & she too. & SOMEONE tried to steal my WIFE from me. hmmpff.. get your fingers from my wife. she's attached... ...

TO ME!
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this year was exceptionally good. there's loads of ups & downs so yah, bucketloads of tears & laughters. but my countdown this year was super boring. noone really cared lah. so dont really bother. im trying to lay low lately. i dont know why. but i am. like town is no longer my playground & my life just revolves around him. it get's pretty dull sometimes, but what's life without him anyways. he's my Mr Incredible. the last thing i'd ever do is to drift away from my loved ones.


& ILU buttloads.

there wont be anymore proper entries as of from NOW, 2327hrs.
i'll be on HIATUS so quit searching me.

i really need to get my priorities right. dilemma's aint right no more. it aint as fun as it was. my life has come to a standstill.
its either i do or die trying.


who's gonna catch me when i fall?

damn. dont you feel the pain in missing someone you held so dear? it's so effing screwed up.
life's never gonna be the same again.

til then,
SO LONG & GOODNIGHT.

someone just put a smile on my face & i think it'll last for the whole day (: thanks man.

like today's the greatest lah! -skips around-
random thoughts: i slept with my mascara on last night & nothing happened to my eyes. & SO ITS ALL A MYTH. lols.

anyways, went to grandaunt's house at yishun for some kenduri..talked to pipit awhile lah.. & i only got to know his full name now. like after how many hundred years?? hahaa. went town after that with my elder sis. she agreed to sponsor me on a book that i want at borders. & i wanted that TIM BURTON's book so bad!!! but stupid Borders dont have it lah. her boyfriend helped me search high & low for it. i strained every little vein in my eyes to see the lovely words, The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy. im so in love with that. i think only Kinokuniya has it. im so gonna go bugis one day man. damns. so at last we settled on Harry Potter & the half-blood prince. & we bought this I LOVE LUCY diary for mom. haaa sentimental piece, that one.
met isk & we went to lido to catch Chronicles of Narnia the witch, the lion & the wardrobe. hahaa.. it's oke lah.. so cool.. while watching the movie, me & isk were like saying out all the movies that had inspired this movie. like there's Harry Potter, LOTR, Matrix, Madagascar, Snow Queen, Monsters Inc & loads more. hahaaa....
went Toys'R'Us after that & we went mad at the sigh of toys. the people are restocking & cleaning up, getting ready to close shop & we're messing everything up. i played this pink scooter all along the aisle.. SUPER FUN LAH! isk bought me this glow in the dark glittery colour snowflakes!!! ULTRA PRETTY CANS?! & kak yuni bought dad orange glow in the dark stars & also impossible-to-burst BUBBLE SOLUTION! yey!! Henna was so entranced by it. she also bought didi a spongebob pencil case. i want...... pouts*
i was so tempted to go Chinablack junow seh. wah.. but the bouncer can really BOUNCE people with the looks of it. BEER BELLY & LUMPS OF FAT. great combi (: he can be Santa for tonight! hahaha.. sis's bf wanted to bring us in HardRock Cafe for a drink cos his friend works as the bouncer there but then decided not for the best of it so yah..
we went off. get to see the Christmas light-ups with isk finally (: so nice. & im in a Christmassy mood!! yey...
ooooh i love the butter popcorn junnow. ohh how scrumptious.

& i wanna bring isk to The Balcony one day.

& ahhhh i saw someone with a girl hahhh... we'll both shush about it oke? & you dont tell anyone abt the other issue too! if not, i'll shave u bald like the Lion named Aslan. lols.

its christmas eve.
went down to make an immediate replacement for my ezlink.
now my new pix looks more suku. bleh.
isk accompanied me junow thruout & we visited hid (: missed her buttloads.
oh wells.. skl reopenin soooooon.
totally so not prepared.
went dinner with fam at HarbourFront junow. ate tonnes. im so bloated. bought lotsa stuffs too. & my sis bought ZenMicrophoto for only 390bux. isk got it for 399bux. hahaa..
alaaaa lotsa appointments tmr lah. dno if i can slot in any time for myself. sigh..
& my sis agreed to sponsor me a book of my choice. cos ive got this 30% off from Borders. yey. should i get one of tim burton's books or should i get the latest harry potter. i havent read the copy of it in my comp. i think its gone by now. hmmm.. or i should find some self-improvement books or sth. sth like.... STOP THE PROCRASTINATING BUG or... BANISH THOSE HOLD UPS... or STUDYING FOR DUMMIES LIKE JULIE. yah... i thnk i'll have a good browse tmr.
dad booked a resort at Sijori Resort but its for next year. this yr's fully boooked. i guess Sentosa mania runs in the family. i din know dad goes there as often as me too. haha! i just cant wait to take a few days off the hectic schedule next year & just soak up the sun & i wanna try the mud pool at the spa. i'll definitely bring my fav bk or sth & head onto Tanjong beach to enjoy the breeze alone. but i checked out Sijori & it gave me creeps man. just like the way the old mansion we tresspassed earlier this month (:
& isk... there'll be a double date this 31st. we'll catch fireworks (: bring ur cammies!
i love my hair. love it love it love it.

another point to the series of unfortunate events. but it has nothing to do with me. but its got to do with me la. aiyah i dont know. my mind is in a mess. Aunt Su just called from Pangko Island. my 12 year old cousin met with a water accident. he was on a jet ski & he lost control & rammed into another boat. so yah. his dad said, "kepala dia terbukak" which means "his head is opened". he's conscious now. but his head was in a swell la. hospitalized but on the island itself, not on the main island. so the parents called to asked for financial help from my parents cos they had to pay the boat owner for the damage done. annoying boat owner. sigh.
my parents decided to hide the news from my nenek cos she just had an eye operation & she's not supposed to cry. & she's going for another eye op to remove her cataracts.
so yah. sad thing. unfortunate.

this is what i call a series of unfortunate events.

1. lost my purse AGAIN
2. slipped in the rain
3. nearly got knocked down by a stupid lorry
4. lost my mood to study
5. dad got to know abt isk like aft 10mths yah...
6. parents wont trust me anymore
7. i hafta pay for my missing i/c & ezlink myself.
8. im broke
9. period
10. im lost & jinxed & cursed.

horrible horrible day. started off with stupid dreams & now this?! wtf. i really hafta find my purse!!!! & while searching desperately for it, i found my missing mp3. like wth. i dont wanna find that rotten piece of shit. i wanna find my PURSE!!!!

serve me right. retribution or whatever. annoying...

i decided to not blog about ytd's event. actually i did lah but who cares. im not suppose to judge or advice what. sigh.
ytd's chain of events led me to a nightmare. its was totally outta the way lah but still... a nightmare. but its all my fault that i had that nightmare. had been thinkin too much about it. stupid.
i decided to skip christmas this year. not gonna go for any parties with parents. i'll just end up eating junks anyways. & i'll miss the presents part. but nevermind. i dont really care. cos ever since my 7th birthday, ive been getting Barbie dolls for christmas all the way till im 12. & after 12.. well... i got money from my dad's friends cos they dont know what i like. they're just boring Americans. i miss grandpa & grandpa Warren. i thnk that's their name. alaa.. they went back to US already. they always give endless supplies of hugs & kisses & i get to play with britney's naked dolls. & jump on josh's water bed & eat lotsa chip with spinach dip. ahhh the old times.
i told isk that im gonna give away all my barbie dolls to his niece. except one. hee.. i din really open the box up cos its like a limited edition princess collection lah~ oke.. i sounded so childish. but its super gorgeous lor.
this entry's totally useless. to you, well maybe. but for me, it acts as an absorber for the shock i had after my nightmare. stupid.
oooooohhhh Memoirs of A Geisha is coming out on the 19th Jan!!! & what happens on every 19th? yeyyyyy... its the 11th!! & im feelings stupid already :( i dont know wassup.

there's no fb trg today. OH GREAT. just when im enthu enough to actually go to school like 4 hours early. hahaha actually met isk cos he's gna help me train up for my upcomming netball tourny. & i was so weak. grunts. hit the gym & ran some rounds with him & planned to do 5BX but i din even manage to complete 3 sets. the ranger jump was a total torture!! syaqir & nadia were there too & he gave me some tips to build nice & toned abs (: isk gave me a top body massage. thanks darls. thn helped the SCs abit with the PAE banner. after that went off to fetch isk's niece & nephew to his house. me & isk went a lil bonkers cos of a lil thing he told me. hahah prata basi ehh..
went over to his house to bathe Oreo & fed her & played with his niece & nephew. had lunch/dinner at his house too. oke.. i really think he's spoiling me. boooos.
went back & took a cold bath. i really really deserved that.i think. its been a tiring day. i havent been excercising & i ought to feel ashamed of myself to think that i deserved luxurious pamperings like this. i took more than an hour to just finish my bath. oke nvm that.
I JUST WANNA REPAY YOU SOMEDAY. you really deserve the best darls. i hope i can be the one to show you like how YOU showed me. teach you like how YOU taught me. & love you like how YOU loved me. & thank you like how YOU thank me. its all about us now. its now or never; & i choose it now.......
& forever always.
oke i dont know what im rambling about. but i just feel mushy now. so if you cant stand mushiness, well, its none of my business (:

happy tenth Mr Incredible! love you buttloads.

so sweeet. he got me those huge paper clips that i loved cos didi destroyed my treble clef paper clip. & he bought sugar rolls too! but i still love polar's their's is much more silky. yummy... i love.
oke nvm. i nearly finished Memoirs of A Geisha already. damn nice. will catch the movie with the cliques perhaps.
oh wells... today's very simple to call it a "celebration". but i love it simple. it's the thought that counts. i feel so flattered whn he said i looked like a princess? oops. i thought it'd be prim for a new style or sth of that sort of formality. but the damn spags are a lil too big for me & keep on slipping off my chest & exposing my bra. so i turned to the most desperate means of pinning it to my bra. well, at least it stayed there. so always have ample amounts of safety pins wherever you go. which mean to remind you darls, that you still have my 99 safety pins. i havent actually came around to clean up your house. i will one day oke?
we oogled & laughed & was so high today. mmmhmm. i had my fun. simple but memorable. thanks for the memories darls. will cherish it forever (: so cliched lor. oke nvm.
love you with buttloads of smucks.

sugar rolls.

ah wells.. he came back from Malacca alr... im sooooo overjoyed!but im so tired from the kenduri..but its all worth it. saw my aunt & cousins who jus came back from Australia. guess from no on they'll jus visit us during their hols. they're gonna get a PR there & my aunt's pregnant!! more babies!
i was traumatized badly junow too. shant mention. those who're there knows. GASP.
yawn yawnnnnnnn.. gonna hit slumber land sooooon.
this entry's sucha loser. yuch.

good news.
oreo started to purr already (:
bad news.
isk went overseas already.
& my wisdom tooth hurt so much.
& dad's finding fault with me again. freak..
spent the whole afternoon blasting music & crying my hearts out. now my eyes are all puffy. shit.
& i did the most stupidest thing ever!!! mom came home with a box of chocolates from Australia. i strip it naked & pop the the purple choc into my mouth.. yes, purple. i was like ooooh purple choc!! & i felt so much happy to have a choc that burst in my mouth. thn while i was chewing chewing chewing.. i tot it was some nuts innit that i cant chew so i spat it out onto my palm & guess what i saw? aluminium wrapper. i actually ate the choc with its wrappings! i wasznt thinking straight?!?! wth am i thinkin abt? my mind was definitely in a daze after the long cry. but WTH....

GAH!!!
i dont even have any mood to blog abt anything. this is supposed to be a great day but hell no. freak lah. my lips are bleeding. why? cos i bit my phone out of anger. i dont even care abt anything now.
just drink my own blood. taste sweeter than revenge.
urgh. forget it.

tcc advert. kelly's, mine & her moma's.
i gorged today. literally gorged myself with food & dehydrate myself. i eat without drinkin a single drop of liquid since morning. excpt for the TCC treat kelly's moma gave me. thanks for the SPA therapy aunty! i owe your daughter a manicure oke? hahaa..& the sauna massage was great. i burnt a great deal of fats i think. but mainly from my lips from all that gossips with my bitch.
i hate myself.
isk is right.
"YOUR DAMN EGO HAS BLINDED YOU TO SEE THE RATIONALE"
yah true.
my DAMN EGO blinded me.
im just pissed oke.
leave me alone till i cool down.
tell you sth about me oke?
once you apologised to me, go far far away. let me cool down myself. & if i call you, means i still care for you but my main intention on calling is to apologise. so if i call, let me say my apologies & talk as per normal. DO NOT keep on talking abt why we were arguing or angry abt & interrogating nor pussying ard cos if you keep on pushing my limits, i'll hate you for life. & i dont wanna hate you as much as you hate me being a damn egoistic bitch, you understand?! my life goes that way. & i hate people who make me cry. you're one of the people who made me cry endless of times but i still love you. i never hated you. now you know how hard for me to be biased & refrain myself from crying because i never wanna hate you.
so i cool down MYSELF.
you dont hafta stuff my ears with your words.
i like to keep quiet & cool down MYSELF.
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i am really geetin fat.
& a fat pissed girl is an unhappy girl. you dig?
oh yah..
YOU OWE ME TONNES OF SUGAR ROLLS & OCK big time!!

i spent the nearly the whole day at isk's house junow, feeding his newborn. we named it OREO. i cleaned that lil soul up & nursed it. but she din wanna suckle from the bottle we bought for her.. so i fed her thru the syringe. well, at least that helped. she dranks lotsa milk & soon was fast aslp.
& i went for FB oke! for a split second only. lols. there's like only 4 ppl there & i told ahlong that im gg off. hahaaa.. so me & isk went back to his home so that i can nurse it agn. i sound like im a mother cat with 6 tits. lol. pix up..
& i gorged myself with tonnes of Crunchies & Cheryade.. yummmyy....& im so in love with SUGAR ROLLS. its simply scrumptious cans? waahhh i want more sugar roles cos isk kept on eating the yummy part of it!


crunchie anyone?

see how fragile & tiny Oreo is....

sound asleep...

so tiny!!!

see Oreo sleeping on my chest.. i can barely see it..

shhhh.... lion sleeping..

omg. i just stumbled across fabulous movie trailers & im so gonna watch Memoirs of A Geisha & Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest.
johnny depp.......................................................
im watching more trailers now.. haha new hobby.. watching movie trailers.
laa dedaaa..
& im feeling $25.20 richer! Rose jus informed me that MOE had finally paid us. ask us to work as an attachees & our pay came like 2 months later?! wah lao..
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i guess im pretty satisfied now.
heaves a heavy heavy sigh.
that someone is prolly yakking & bitching abt me now.
i dont care.
i spent my whole day cooling myself down & hyperventilating.
& i came up with something.
sleeping.
well, that's not a very good nor ingenius idea but it helps.
i was just slumped in bed reading & going in & out of slumberland.
i decided not to be angry with that ripper.
besides, i have enough of it.
i was so angry that i took no notice of the mere existence of that soul.
devoid of life.
poor thing.
on a lighter note, my parents are packing our stuffs & shifting here & there.
i was only helping out ABIT.
& guess what i found?
my treasure!!


i miss collecting treasures from GOHs.

this is exclusively for YOU. i love you soooo damn bloody fucking much that i decided to write this post especially for YOU.
HELLLOOOOOO.
yes, i am pissed FYI.
i totally have no mood to blog every single bit of bloody shit down.
all i know is that there are freaks out there who suck the day lights outta me.
ripped me of my bones.
& drive me to insanity.
yes, please DO feel guilty, sweetie.
im not pin pointing at anyone but i DO hope that you look back on yourself & stop me from feeding from you.
& you've been feeding me with anger & outrage.
its just driving me nuts to track down who you are.
but i dont need to know.
i know who you are.
you can run but you cant hide. HAHA cliched like shit. fuck.
thanks for destroying me & licking me clean of my own work.
thanks for making me realize that not everyone out there is nice.
everyone's living behind their own masquerade.
freaks.
its plagairisim, insulting my creativity & totally no life of you to take my work or ideas just like that.
dont you feel blameworthy or even conscience-stricken that you just took sth from someone?
sometimes i jus want to strangle you when i see you online.
but hey! it din even dawn to you that you have done a sin.
i have tried all my best.
all my best to be as original as i can.
but if i accidentally have something that seemed familiar to you, i deeply apologise.
at least i know not to rip anything from anyone.
& you're like sitting there infront of your doofus computer ripping my sanity from me.
thank you. im really flipped over. thank you.
sulk sulk sulk.
im so freaking pissed with that bloody shit woman!
woman woman woman!!
asdf n r3 ndfjnw vrq;n bjsdfbngh;wfa/;!!!!!
GAAAAHHHH!

not gna blog anymore for the mo. freak.

jus dyed my sis's hair for her. i wanted to use isk's left over frosted brown but decided not to. for now at least. my violet's really showing & my dad squinted his eyes to look at my hair. haha.. he was like, eh, sth wrong with your hair today. lols. daddy!!! oh dear.. nvm la.. dad has tonnes of hair dye in the first aid cupboard. i can jus take one & dye my hair anytime.. & mom's neither encouraging nor discouraging. she's having fun watching us doll each other up. gosh.
well... badminton for today. i played with isk's nephew for awhile. so cute.. his niece was playing at the slide..thn played with isk for 30mins. sweated like shit. thn went pasir ris to "study". i din do much. done with log & partial fract. need binomial & all those graph thingy. & like less thn 2 weeks to skl reopen? or was it more thn 2 weeks? or is it.... gee, i lost track.

i had dizzy spells since morning. today's fab cos it rained mostly in the morn. dragged myself to bathe & went to the lib to study. yadaa yadaa yadaaa.. been eating tonnes of BEN&JERRY's ice cream. i swear im gonna grow fat. -grunts- so far i ate like 4 flavours out of 2371245413 flavours. nyhaaa.. pint size for me pls, i can just sit infront of the tv & scoop calories in my mouth. you guys should try ben&jerry's. totally awesome! my ultimate fav is ...

vanilla caramel fudge!!! totally ultra blissful to my tastebuds (:

this dude is superb. the first scoop i indulged & i tasted nougat, i simply brushed off the fact tt it's choc icecream, which i dont favour quite much & there's almonds. oh man, everyone loves almond.

the reason i bought this is not cos of the tonnes of marshmallow innit. but the chunks of choc fudge. crunchinesss found in the dont know what crackers innit. YUMMY!

this was suppose to be healthy. BUT WHO CARES! as long as there's vanilla, i'll be scooping it down my guts...& the dough? the dough is heavenly.
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enough of salivating ppl. hahaa.. i want more BEN&JERRY'S ice cream!! im craving for more & more, i wanna eat all flavours! i wanna indulge myself like there's no tomorrow. but the problem is..............................
IM DAMN BLOODY BROKE.
the sad truth. yucks.
oh, im gonna indulge myself more later, without all the calory intake & the holistic approach to eating. nyahaa.. i already had my papaya body scrub junow & i feel waxed up. smells goooood. sniff sniff.. later before i sleep, i'll drink gallons of water, like he asked me to & light up the aromatherapy & sit in a daze & off to slumber land i go. & the Memoirs of a Geisha is goood. it startled me that i had just read 6 novels /books within this hols. JULIE?! READ BOOOKS?! you gotta be kidding. -rolls eyes-

oh wells, me & agnes planning to go beaching one fine day (: with our guys. yupppp...double date!
hmmmm..everyone's going overseas sooner or later, or already have. darl's going M'sia on the 16-18. Kelly gg batam & bintan on the 17-25, lulu's gg overseas, till next yr, mike's gg for this archery expedition at NZ tmr till 24th, my old friend, Choco's going australia, weijian is going china to visit some friends, & ferlin is going london. i thnk her flight was 2 nights ago. my 4houses away neighbour just got back from thailand & brought home some goodies.. her daughter wont stop telling me how she chewed a fried grasshopper! gross. soon my parents going for yet another honey moon, my grandmama gg overseas too..& heard that meimei is going snorkelling!!
oh man... i wanna go to some island beach & tan the whole day there, soak up the sun. like the beach in thailand, whats the name? & i wanna go to some exotic beach resort spa or what la.. the black sand on the beach instead of white sand.. & crystal clear sea. oh man...

hmmmm.. just came back lah. spoilt my mood. got more of that cream. nothing happened oke. nothing happened. i was jus pissed to my bones outta no reason. guess im too sensitive, esp this time of the month. get hauled from one end of the mood meter to the other. im so exasperated. so tired of this moodswings.
darl, im sorry for hurting you. i din mean to say those things. it was just outta anger. i din intend to hurt you big time by saying i had no mood for you. its just that i was pretty pissed at that mo & i dno.. forgive me pls. sry...
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fun playing with my new hair. hahaa. yah, i had hair transplant ytd. i gave away my curls to someone who desperately wants curls. hahaa.. & i had a new straight hair i return. eh, nonsense lah..
they came back ytd. kinda miss em lah, i have 2 angels in my life... one's my favourite retail therapist & the other my favourite hair therapist. hahaa.. yes, my 2 lovely sisters. Syasya & me did home-rebonding session ytd. stank my whole room with the puke-smelling cream. turns out pretty well tho... we're gg shopping for more chemicals to chuck in our hairs.. laalalalaaaa... & suddenly, my life's as chaotic as it was. didi is my human loud-hailer. he's my chubby partner & my eating partner too.. my mom's my bitching partner, we can bitch about everything under the sun... & my dad..... well my dad's my tech partner & also my talkin companion.. we used to go joggin & cycling together but not now. he found a new talking companion; his computer & that bidding website he found.
i used to think i have horrible family members, including me. but things arent as bad as it seems. i only had that enlightenment this morning while i was taking my hot bath.
KELLY!!! I WANNA GO SAUNA LAH! YOU GO WITHOUT ME YOU BUMMER!!!! I HAVE FATS BUILDING UP AT MY TUMMY AREA ALREADY LAH & ITS DROWNING MY ABS YOU BIATCH! ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF & YOUR FAT TUMMY. HMMMFFFF...call yourself a bummer. when's ur next session? promise that you'll let me tag? & i want a full body massage too. your treat oke? cos im broke (:
oh great, my dad's singing to Anwar Zain's song! -pukes- guess he found a new karaoke partner eh...

first off, well, that was for ytd. went out to accompany isk & his niece & nephew to watch the power ranger thingy in j8. but it only starts today lah! so we went McDs to eat & theyre a buncha fun ppl.. i played with his niece. cute lah.. i did her hair for her, that shy kid..both of the kids are rather aloof frm me but Hasyiah got used to me.. i think. she openly said that she wanna hold my hand! -beams- i carried her while walking past this huge lonkang cos she wanna see fishes. & she sang to me. hahaa.. but the bad side of it, to me, is that she called me Aunty. aiyo! make me sound so old. hahaa..their uncle isk was so fatherly to them. -melts-
sent them off to isk's hse & went off to Sim Lim tower & square. isk wanted to look look see see at mp3s & lappies. we oogled sinfully all ard..hahaa..i walked so much & my leg hurts big time.& i had cramps lah.. major bummer. urgh.. thn went to our fav Esplanade & had dinner by the bay. his treat! we walked so much that i went back with sore feet. i wanna soak it in cold milk. aaaahhh... & plus, the aromatherapy is on. it makes me so relaxed & sleeepy... ooooh i love silk musk. he sent me off ytd & all. so sweet. hmmm & i hurt my other leg. cos i fell off my heels agn. stupid lah. i dont wanna wear that if i go for my retail therapy agn. bummer.

oh back to yesterday's event... isk broke the window grill of the first house. cos its mainly locked & wooden-ed over what so i wanted to peep in so isk gave me a knee to climb up to the window. its bare. then its isk turn to climb up & see & its virtually impossible to give him a knee up. so he climbed himself. he held onto the grill for support & whn jumping back down, he broke the bottom part of the ancient old rusted grill. hahaaa..

omg.. today's entry rang a bell. i mean, its only the 48th entry in blogspot but already my 1842th's entry in dland, not inclusive of blogspot's. oke that's not the point. the point is, ytd's mansion's address no. is 48. im still thinkin abt what happened ytd in the mansion... i was expecting more of spooky stuff but i had enough jitters whn i was there. i had that feeling agn.
oke nvm. i had difficulty waking up this mornin... suppose to meet the girls at 1030 but i came like 2hrs late! ahhh... the reason? simple. i have no will-power to wake myself up. my eyes were so droopy & heavy! i hadta gather all my energy left & drag myself off the bed. i dozed off a gazillion times ytd nite while on the phone with isk.. been so long since we talked on the phone all night. & i actually slept on the phone.. while he listen to me sleep & he dozed off too.. & both of us were on the phone lah! i'll salute his bill... hahaa.
met em & did maths. hid was in total boredom & moodless to study. rose did sth, i did sth. alas rose wenta get food, me drink & we sat & talked. i told em abt ytd. EVERYTHING. my 348610486 words essay plus emotions & feelings & thoughts. hahaaa... thn went window shoppin with the girls..& went over to hid's plce awhile while waitin for isk. she made HOT CHOCOLATE for me!!! oooh yummy.. watched part of One More Chance & hadta go off alr.. SORRY HID! promis will drop by & continue the movie!! went bugis with isk & he told me to drop off at afew more stops & we ended up at CHJIMES. thn walked ard Raffles City & walked back all the way to Bugis. & we got bonked up lah. i was so frickin high i acted like a retard! oh gosh. & i hurt my left leg. we were laughing abt this Fatima thingy & i laughed so hard & isk gave me a slap on the back & i fell off my heels. i mean LITERALLY. & i bruised my leg, near my toes. damn pain & exhausting whn i hadta limp all the way to bugis. bought my sis a cake & went off. i alr bought her bdae pressie. shall put it near her bag tmr so that she notice it.
damn im still limping. grunts.


i bought myself a strawberry shortcake too. im frickin broke now. burnt a whole in my pocket. sulks.

the thing i bought from Perlini's Silver.

oooooh today was frickin fun! started off with 4 of my family mems going off to KL for some wedding cum hol so yeah. me & big sis not gg. nvm (: so i cooked pasta for the 3 of us. me, sis & isk. wenta meet isk aft his SC meetin & off to Sentosa! AGAIN! yes! haha this time wasznt beaching nor tanning. its cycling. we rented the tandem bike for 2 hrs & cycled frm Siloso to Palawan to Tanjong. so nice to bring darls ard to places he's nvr been before.. -grins- after the beach sighting, we went on further inwards to the cycling trails. seems like we're the only ones cylcing in there... that place seems rather secluded too... pretty tough trail ey.. steep hills & the notices there went like, "get off & walk" but we sticked to keeping our legs off the ground by peddling! wah! my tigh & hamstrings were taut from all the peddling up steep & winding slopes. & if you're cycling with iskandar, you hafta constantly remind him to becareful. he's a reckless cyclist! i even hafta make that "kring kring" sound to remind me that he can use the bell to shoo ppl away. hahaaa..
but the most exciting thing is that we cycled to this bloody damn old delapidated mansion... those kinds the british use... you can see it when you take the blue line. & guess what?! we broke in. heee.. the front part of the mansion was locked lah & all wooden-ed over.. so we went to the back exit. there;s like a storeroom area.. nothing much there. dusty & cobwebbed.
& then, i saw another HUGER & more ANCIENT mansion up hill... so i dragged isk all the way up. & guess what?! we did not break in cos its like welcoming us. there werent any locks to the entrance. & the sign before the driveway says "NO ENTRANCE EXCEPT AUTHORIZED VEHICLES" but we ignored that authoritative sign & walked thru the driveway while he pushed the tandem bike in. i asked isk to park the bike behind the wall so that we wont get caught. just in case & we went exploring the old & delapidated mansion. really HUGE lah.. i can almost imagine in my mind it all new & white with antique furnishes & old british landlords & maids. its fantastic.. my heart was pumping double hard that we wld encounter sth bad or what.. but the stubborn & wild part of me kept on pushing me inwards to explore the depth of the bloody old mansion. i was so frickin excited!! omg. i loved old houses... i just have that craze in me with old houses... i wanted to explore the old kampung left all alone in punggol end last time but din get to cos the girls din want to but I HAD MY BLOODY CHANCE JUNOW!!! omg & the best thing is, I DID NOT BRING MY DIGI. oh great. i only managed to capture snapshots in my mind. sometimes i wish to have a cam implanted in my eyes. jus brain activated & CLICK its captured. oke back to our exploration, we went in further & further... there were dead leaves everywhere, dust, dirt, soil, wires dangling, you name it, there it is... even bat poop! we explored all the rooms there.. which seems like A THOUSAND?! hahaa nola.. more than 10 prolly.. & the ancient toilets. & SALOON DOORS!!! i was playing with the door & it creaked pretty spookily but i was too excited to feel scared. happens that the saloon door that i was playing was the mini entrance to one of the many many toilets. we went in & explored. there were 3 cubiles in this one. all lined in an L shape. bathtub, bathtub, toilet bowl. ULTRA ANCIENT LAH! i tried not to get scared whn i peeked into the toilet bowl. i saw sth like HAIR. lumps of it but i brushed it off my mind & continued exploring the other 2 cubicles. DAMN ANCIENT LAH. wahh... the tub is those kinds with legs & huge & the nice nice tap to it. oh gosh... luxurious life man. but there's abit of foul-play there. sad case. there were broken pieces of mirror on the floor to one of the tub cubicles & written in red marker was "GIVE ME BACK MY BABY". i wasznt freaked out whn i saw it altho i sweared under my breath. & proceeded to the next tub cubicle. this one was obviously foul-play. its not scary whn u spray red paint from a ketchup bottle on the walls & pretend that its splattered blood. its lame. but oh wells. walked up to the 2nd floor of the mansion. the stairs are ANCIENT LAH. yes, i said that tonnes. the mansion is huge! & its divided into 2 parts. one's the bigger part, the other's a smaller one.. but both 2 storeys high, interconnected. we explored the bigger one first. i saw a kitchen... but dont think isk saw it.. the structure of a kitchen.. but they hacked off the sinks & cabinets lah. the whole house's practically empty & dilapidated. wiped off its life. we went into this room, which is immediately above the great hall below.. pretty big room. & there's a police line. those blue tape they go ard with the words POLICE. yah that one. only abit left. we walked thru that room & it looks abit burnt. suspected foul-play. to me lah. im very imaginative y'know. hahaa.. cut across the room & went to the other rooms. we din explore one room cos there were bats innit. isk was scared that they might attack. so we took a detour to the other part of the mansion. totally cool. nothing much there. just more ancient things. thn there's a flight of stairs that might lead us to either up or down to the basement. we skipped the basement cos i was already running up the stairs whn i saw a head of a doll at the bottom of the stairs to the basement. i kinda freaked out. i hate headless dolls. or body-less dolls. the sub-body of the mansion was more dilapidated. like part of the rooftop already caved in & large vines & roaming roots already find their place there. COOL. but one thing that disturbs me is that ard 5 or more rooms had a chair straight smack in the middle of the room. thn we went down the stairs & headed towards our bike when we heard someone coming in a vehicle. we heard wheels on gravel. panicked lah. but lucky it was noone. we cycled off & we're back on track.
FRCIKING FUN OKE! wah, i cant explain the adrenalin & the happy hormones that's in my brain right now. we din talk much abt the mansion until we're far from it. isk noticed alot of pantagrams on the floor.. i only realised theres tonnes of candles.. that's all.. happens that people wanted to contact spirits there. hmmmm..
we continued cycling up our self-proclaimed MOANING HILL & to the end of Harbour Front.. that's like more than half of sentosa... we sat down & rested for 15mins & enjoyed the sea breeze.. i nearly dozed off while isk cuddled me. thn we cycled back up & returned the tandem bike.
frickin fun...
damn shagged.
went bugis after that. omg ppl were staring at me lah.. haha cos i was jus wearing shirt & shorts TO BUGIS!!! ahaaa.. bought my lil sis her straightening cream & bought my elder sis her bdae pressie. hope she love it (:
thn we took 80 to kovan & off.
today was inevitably fun & exciting. i finally get to explore a bloody ancient mansion left by the british blokes who got killed for singapore. man... i love today.. do you?

oh wheeeee... dinner at Swensen's was fantastic. im bloated! had fish & chips & my all time fav, ice house for dessert!! whees. im too full to type a proper entry. will post up some pix up. oh yah, im so excited!! one thing leads to another. i caught that phrase up while reading the previous book. first off, im going cylcing with darls at Sentosa tmr. like there;s no other place? fun lah.. gonna drag him to ALL the beaches. & Asra alr booked me after christmas.. there'll be another netball tournament like last year's. cant wait!!! we had 2nd last year... hope we can beat the pros this year.. heee.. gonna drag Rury & Fizah if there's not enough ppl..

my fish & chips.. yumm yumm

you wont be able to figure this out if i din tell you what this is. my nonsensical photography skills failed to capture the rich & creamy butterscotch in the midst of the yummy vanilla ice cream.

i look super fat. im like the fattest among us. OH GOD!
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damns. i cant believe i just danced 10mins straight to the chicken little song darls jus sent me.. haha plus the DJ Sammy's songs. oh god... im sweating. & its great.. i can jus compile all my dance songs & go clubbing at home, get drunk with milk & talk to my cat. what a life! i cant believe i quit clubbing. im not saying im regretting tho.. i jus dont wanna get dragged down. too much for me. hahaa.. free excess & back door entries for me... i had more than enough of that. -shrugs- time to get serious here. i'll go clubbing with my hubby next time.. -grins-

i finally managed to see all the flaws in Harry Potter & the GOF after watching it THRICE!!! -screams- its horrible. nonsensical & totally insults my pure magical imagination. Cho Chang's totally fat for harry. din you see her chubby cheeks?! SO NOT CHIO. Cho Chang's slim & preeeety. & what's with Dumbledore running up the steps to get ppl's attn?! he's like super old for goodness sake. & what's all the HOOHAA with the SILENCE & shouting & grabbing Harry's shoulders & shaking the lights outta him!?!?!! too much shouting coming from that Albus guy. Albus Dumbledore is old, fragile but has full respect & authority over the students. once he stand on top of the platform, they'll shush. SHEEESHH. so not fun. -pouts- & with Snape pouring the whole bottle of verita serum [SX, correct me if im wrng] into the whole of Barty Crouch Jr's mouth when he alr told Harry that only 3drops wld be enough for someone to spill all his darkest secrets. liar. lols.
the show is quite disappointing after my 2nd watch. so i decided to watch it one more time & yes, its cofirmed. totally insults my magical imagination. & did you see Hermy's wrinkles?! old.
tsk3...
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oh wells, met up with Xinyi & her bf today.. like my first time meeting her?! haha yah.. she's isk's gooood friend & she bought us sth from her trip to HK. yupp i got a starry bracelet & a glow-in-dark stars! yey! thanks Xinyi (: studied at LJ at Rivervale Mall. i did maths but i just lost my touch to it. shall force myself to do more later. i need tuition lah..
din do much of constructive stuff today. but we had a good laugh, alot of confessings & truths unfolded. heee.. i like (: oh finally i brought my cammie wimme whn we went to sgoon ctrl. tok tonnes of snaphshots of the HENNA-LOOK-ALIKE... damn cute lah..
haha Agnes is being spastic on MSN. she kept on sending me voice msgs & this HOHOHOO thingy that she recorded. it sounded like some sheep being strangled! hahaa... i told her that Santa will sue her if he hears that soundclip. nyahaa...

this is the real HENNA.

this is the splitting image of her! cute hor!

& these... well, these are jus phony pix you ought not to look at. someone looked high here. hahaa...